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hey guys. well this week has SUCKED totally! it all started on monday. i was in such a good mood and i had a LOVELY day... it was my 2 month mark with conard.. and i was on cloud 9! then, later that night i was sittin on my bed and the phone rang and it was conard.. he sounded upset and i asked him if he was ok.. and he said no.. and he told me that we needed to break up. i thought it was a joke at first because he likes to play jokes. but when i heard him crying, i knew it wasnt a joke - it was real. i have never in my life felt so alone, worthless and unloved. i feel like i have NO HEART left, its in a thousand peices... i have NOTHING. =(
SO my week has sucked ever since then. With arguements, lies, rumors, tears and pitty hugs and unwanted heartache. i just want him back. i wish it was a nightmare and ill wake up any minute... but its not a nightmare... and to add to this stuff, my aunt is in jail.. a family friend has died.. my schooling is awful b/c i cant concetrate..i wish that athletic training would hurry up and be over..im dreading LG classes w. conard.. it will be so akward.
But despite all of that... the days are gettin better and meand conard are talking to each other. so thats good...i hope i can fix things
this weekend im not doin a thing. i kinda wanna get outta the house and go somewhere with my friends... they have been helpin me SOMUCH.. but i think that i am goin shoppin on saturday for some clothes.. and i need a new face plate for my PHone.
well.. i gotta go... but leave me a comment with some love - I NEED IT. i love you!
-;-bethany-;-
GirliEs: i just wanna say thanks for all that you all have done for me these past few days when its been so hard for me.. thanks for lendin me your shoulders to to cry on... you all have been so good to me and trying to cheer me up. thanks for the talks and the support. i am always here for you guys! u know we still gotta lot to go through together. but we can do it together!! i love you all so much and i dont think that i would be the same without you all.. yall complete me! I LOVE YOU ALL!! *YALL KNOW WHO YA ARE!!!*
SO my week has sucked ever since then. With arguements, lies, rumors, tears and pitty hugs and unwanted heartache. i just want him back. i wish it was a nightmare and ill wake up any minute... but its not a nightmare... and to add to this stuff, my aunt is in jail.. a family friend has died.. my schooling is awful b/c i cant concetrate..i wish that athletic training would hurry up and be over..im dreading LG classes w. conard.. it will be so akward.
But despite all of that... the days are gettin better and meand conard are talking to each other. so thats good...i hope i can fix things
this weekend im not doin a thing. i kinda wanna get outta the house and go somewhere with my friends... they have been helpin me SOMUCH.. but i think that i am goin shoppin on saturday for some clothes.. and i need a new face plate for my PHone.
well.. i gotta go... but leave me a comment with some love - I NEED IT. i love you!
-;-bethany-;-
GirliEs: i just wanna say thanks for all that you all have done for me these past few days when its been so hard for me.. thanks for lendin me your shoulders to to cry on... you all have been so good to me and trying to cheer me up. thanks for the talks and the support. i am always here for you guys! u know we still gotta lot to go through together. but we can do it together!! i love you all so much and i dont think that i would be the same without you all.. yall complete me! I LOVE YOU ALL!! *YALL KNOW WHO YA ARE!!!*