I'm coming home again, maybe we can start again.
Well, it's a Sunday and I think that goes without saying, this is the laziest day of the week. I feel though, that I should be more productive and get more things done so it doesn't carry over into the next week...and I have to start all over again. I just cannot wait until school starts again..I like having the feeling of having to always have something to do. Homework..i'm okay with that. Projects and presentations..i'm okay with that too. I would much rather doing homework or working on a presentation for school, than sitting around doing nothing at all.
I'm glad that i'm not friends with the people I used to be friends with. It has taken a tremendous amount of stress off of my life. I have realized i'm okay with not having a lot of good friends like I used to in high school. I have grown and realized it's not even worth it sometimes. I mean, don't get my wrong I love my friends..but it's just much easier to not have a tremendous amount of people you want to call "friend"..too much drama, people get hurt, people say things they don't mean and it ruins things forever. But then there are the people who want to act like everything is peachy and they don't do anything wrong..you just don't want to admit you have faults. I will admit I have faults but I work on it..I care more about everyone around me..than caring about myself and my feelings. I want to make sure I do things for my friends and family before I do the things for myself...but afterward I feel like nothing I do gets noticed.
Whatever, I hate that word..
I love working so much..collections isn't easy..very stressful, plenty of angry people whose life I have to somewhat ruin because they just don't have the money. It's sad really. But my office is amazing, my bosses are amazing and very very understanding..I am so lucky to have been given the opportunity. But, collections obviously isn't where I always want to end up.
I've been thinking about school..is so difficult finalizaing in your mind what your major is going to be. Right now my major is Business Management and a concentration in Marketing. But i've been thinking about Hotel Management and Hospitality. Maybe i'll stick just with Business Management. Hopefully, I do really well for the next year so I can transfer out to Ann Arbor..I just need more.
Well..going back to living lazy sunday..
crb.
Flavor of the weekend: Neyo- Closer.
Turn the lights off in this place, & she shines just like a star
And I swear I know her face,I just don't know who you are
Turn the music up in here I still hear her loud and clear
Like she's right there in my ear Telling me that she wants to own me
To control me Come closer Come closer
And I just can't pull myself away , Under Her Spell I can't break
I just can't stop ,I just can't stop , I just can't stop , I just can't stop
And I just can't break myself no way , But I don't want to escape
I just can't stop , I just can't stop , I just can't stop , I just can't stop
I can feel her on my skin , can taste her on my tongue
Shes the sweetest taste of sin , e more I get the more I want
She wants to own me..... Come closer
She says "come closer"
& I just can't pull myself away , der Her Spell I can't break
I just can't stop , & I just can't break myself no way
But I don't want to escape I just can't stop
I'm glad that i'm not friends with the people I used to be friends with. It has taken a tremendous amount of stress off of my life. I have realized i'm okay with not having a lot of good friends like I used to in high school. I have grown and realized it's not even worth it sometimes. I mean, don't get my wrong I love my friends..but it's just much easier to not have a tremendous amount of people you want to call "friend"..too much drama, people get hurt, people say things they don't mean and it ruins things forever. But then there are the people who want to act like everything is peachy and they don't do anything wrong..you just don't want to admit you have faults. I will admit I have faults but I work on it..I care more about everyone around me..than caring about myself and my feelings. I want to make sure I do things for my friends and family before I do the things for myself...but afterward I feel like nothing I do gets noticed.
Whatever, I hate that word..
I love working so much..collections isn't easy..very stressful, plenty of angry people whose life I have to somewhat ruin because they just don't have the money. It's sad really. But my office is amazing, my bosses are amazing and very very understanding..I am so lucky to have been given the opportunity. But, collections obviously isn't where I always want to end up.
I've been thinking about school..is so difficult finalizaing in your mind what your major is going to be. Right now my major is Business Management and a concentration in Marketing. But i've been thinking about Hotel Management and Hospitality. Maybe i'll stick just with Business Management. Hopefully, I do really well for the next year so I can transfer out to Ann Arbor..I just need more.
Well..going back to living lazy sunday..
crb.
Flavor of the weekend: Neyo- Closer.
Turn the lights off in this place, & she shines just like a star
And I swear I know her face,I just don't know who you are
Turn the music up in here I still hear her loud and clear
Like she's right there in my ear Telling me that she wants to own me
To control me Come closer Come closer
And I just can't pull myself away , Under Her Spell I can't break
I just can't stop ,I just can't stop , I just can't stop , I just can't stop
And I just can't break myself no way , But I don't want to escape
I just can't stop , I just can't stop , I just can't stop , I just can't stop
I can feel her on my skin , can taste her on my tongue
Shes the sweetest taste of sin , e more I get the more I want
She wants to own me..... Come closer
She says "come closer"
& I just can't pull myself away , der Her Spell I can't break
I just can't stop , & I just can't break myself no way
But I don't want to escape I just can't stop