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Today @ school it was actually pretty decent.
Sarah was in school and that made me really happy since shes like my best friend (one of them;;dont get offended lol) and it really sucks at school without her :-\
Then 4th hour me & niki got passes to leave to go sell ads. 2 down- 1 to go! YAY! then we went and got subway..thheeen came 5th hour:
Suprisingly nice day in that class. Mr. B is really funny but i dont like how im so intimidated by everyone in that class, im so self-conscious i hate it so much :-\
after school me& my girl casey went to the mall n we saw sarah & tim :-D yay! haha then we came back to my house, all day was basically like a loonnnng girl talk hah, ilove that girl!
ehh, idk but mine and caseys talk made me miss so much stuff. i really hate being like alone, its like one of my biggest fears and im going through it forever. i dont think ill ever find a guy thats not shady and will be completely sincere to me. Honestly, i dont want much in a guy i mean c'mon:
good sense of humor/nice to me/cheer me up when im sad/hug&kiss me/dont lie to me? i dont think its much to ask for. but all the guys these days it seems like they cant keep a relationship for more than like 3 months with just one girl, they have to have like 8 girls in one year or something. i dont like all this shady treatment and how i get treated like shit but i forgive everyone for whatever they do to me.
maybe me forgiving guys for what they do to me is just so i can like..still have someone maybe? hmm idk..ill write more on this one day or edit this or someting.
Sarah was in school and that made me really happy since shes like my best friend (one of them;;dont get offended lol) and it really sucks at school without her :-\
Then 4th hour me & niki got passes to leave to go sell ads. 2 down- 1 to go! YAY! then we went and got subway..thheeen came 5th hour:
Suprisingly nice day in that class. Mr. B is really funny but i dont like how im so intimidated by everyone in that class, im so self-conscious i hate it so much :-\
after school me& my girl casey went to the mall n we saw sarah & tim :-D yay! haha then we came back to my house, all day was basically like a loonnnng girl talk hah, ilove that girl!
ehh, idk but mine and caseys talk made me miss so much stuff. i really hate being like alone, its like one of my biggest fears and im going through it forever. i dont think ill ever find a guy thats not shady and will be completely sincere to me. Honestly, i dont want much in a guy i mean c'mon:
good sense of humor/nice to me/cheer me up when im sad/hug&kiss me/dont lie to me? i dont think its much to ask for. but all the guys these days it seems like they cant keep a relationship for more than like 3 months with just one girl, they have to have like 8 girls in one year or something. i dont like all this shady treatment and how i get treated like shit but i forgive everyone for whatever they do to me.
maybe me forgiving guys for what they do to me is just so i can like..still have someone maybe? hmm idk..ill write more on this one day or edit this or someting.