Apr 07, 2008 23:23
Satan has been attacking me so much lately. I didn't realize until tonight some of the lies he was telling me. A specific lie being that I am so ugly inside and out that no one would ever love me. I realized this after being read a segment of The Sacred Romance. It talks about the story of Cinderella and how she only heard the voices of her evil step-sisters (the enemy) and began to only believe them until her fairy godmother (God's grace) appears. She then sees her beauty as magic and as she runs from the prince on that night, she runs from the "truth" that she is ugly.
All I've heard lately from Satan is "You are too ugly. There is nothing beautiful about you, and God would never work any relationship out for you because you are not worth it. No one could ever love you."
So how do you bounce back from that? I'm not doubting the decision I made lately.. I know I did the right thing, but for the future. God is doing so much in me that it's overwhelming, amazing... I suppose amazingly overwhelming.
Time for some PRAYAH!