Oct 28, 2004 15:50
hey......
this day has sucked.... the night was the worst me and my bf broke up and im soo confused i tried to cry i did for a lil bit but then i was fine.... then this day i broke down and cried in school...... y does this happen to me y not anyone else..... its tearing me up inside....ive cried, felt sick, felt lonely, felt every negative feeling there ever has been in the period of 1 day.... i broke down last night and hurt myself done anything i could to keep my mind off this........ i mean I TOLD everyone this was gonna happen........ and now i hear its like he doesnt even care....... i dont know anymore.......i just needa to work this out it kills me to be away from him like us broken up but yet he cant hold on he doesnt thiks its hard for me but it is........ everytime im in a relationship i am the one who has to hold on I am the one who sacrafices I am the one willing to do anything and i dont feel like i get anything in return and idk anything anymore... pms no pills broken hearted sucky shit....... man being a girl with problems suck ass grrness...... i just needa talk to him about this... i just want him back to me soo bad and idk yim soo blah sad angry happy confused idk anymore........... just needa work this out...........
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well lets see i have a choice of 3 parties and a movie and idk which one to go to..... the guy i like invited me so i wanna go there but idk
but naga blah lmfao..... but umm lets see imma go ok just call down ok bbye