I will NEVER be you...
In accordance to my feelings...
my mother has lectured me again.
I, don't even know what to say anymore.
(ill update about my day today, tomorrow. Plans for tomorrow: work, bank, post office, dog park?)
i don't think that there is correct way to live. i really dont.
my mother always lectures me about living the correct way.
do things a certain way.
follow this, do that.
follow the rules don't break them.
but i don't think that is right.
i really don't.
i think a person should be able to live anyway that they want.
so what they choose and not fear it
people make mistake
take risks
take chances
yah, some people die
but others they survive, they live and learn.
i promise myself to never ever ever be like my mother.
Never be as judgemental and and condescending as her.
i know she probably doesnt even realize that she is doing all this stuff
so the truth is is that i am not mad at her.
i just dont EVER want to be like her.
i dont want to be decitful
i do not want to force people into doing things by making them feel guilty
i do not want to lecture and nag
i do not want the relationship that i have with her.
i do believe that she has certain abilities and certain qualites about her that is to be admired about.
the way that she puts other before herself,
her altruism,
but know and understand this.
I Vow to NEVER become like her
I promise, to NEVER become her
i will not be judgmental.
i will always tell people that i am proud of them because i was never told that by my parents
i will learn to love
i will not guilt.
i will not fear
i will not be paranoid
I WILL live my life according to my standard
i Will NEVER become you,
know that.
set it in stone.
i will never become you as long as i live
my mother has lectured me again.
I, don't even know what to say anymore.
(ill update about my day today, tomorrow. Plans for tomorrow: work, bank, post office, dog park?)
i don't think that there is correct way to live. i really dont.
my mother always lectures me about living the correct way.
do things a certain way.
follow this, do that.
follow the rules don't break them.
but i don't think that is right.
i really don't.
i think a person should be able to live anyway that they want.
so what they choose and not fear it
people make mistake
take risks
take chances
yah, some people die
but others they survive, they live and learn.
i promise myself to never ever ever be like my mother.
Never be as judgemental and and condescending as her.
i know she probably doesnt even realize that she is doing all this stuff
so the truth is is that i am not mad at her.
i just dont EVER want to be like her.
i dont want to be decitful
i do not want to force people into doing things by making them feel guilty
i do not want to lecture and nag
i do not want the relationship that i have with her.
i do believe that she has certain abilities and certain qualites about her that is to be admired about.
the way that she puts other before herself,
her altruism,
but know and understand this.
I Vow to NEVER become like her
I promise, to NEVER become her
i will not be judgmental.
i will always tell people that i am proud of them because i was never told that by my parents
i will learn to love
i will not guilt.
i will not fear
i will not be paranoid
I WILL live my life according to my standard
i Will NEVER become you,
know that.
set it in stone.
i will never become you as long as i live