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she acts like we are the worst kids in the world.
she acts as if we are irresponsible when all we do is take on the responsibility
she acts as if we are killing her over and over again when she is doing it herself.
she acts as if the world is this great place when it is ot
all she does it take in our faults, remembers the shorts moments when we have done good
but pulls out alll the bad.
all she does is compare ourselves to other people.
something that you cannot do.
not one person is the same
you cannot compare me to a child and adult another person
because i am not them.
she acts as if i am a druggie a drunk a crazy person selling my body for money
i have so much pent up anger sometimes i dont know what tod o any more but cry.
tony came over around 8 oclock and we went back to his house for an hour and i dont know i got there and i ended up crying bbursting into tears. i wasnt planning on crying. i mean i dont really plan it or anything but i usually know when im going to cry or feel like i am going to cry.
but for some reason it came to as much of a shocker to me as it did to tony.
idont maybe it was i was angry but who really know.. i just told tony that i was sad. that i wasnt going to see him much during the summer.
and he said the sweetest thing like he always does.that he made a promise from the begnning of our relationship that he would see me every weekend no matter what. even if he would have to take the train. i dont know the small things he says are the things that touches me the most. :D
she acts as if we are irresponsible when all we do is take on the responsibility
she acts as if we are killing her over and over again when she is doing it herself.
she acts as if the world is this great place when it is ot
all she does it take in our faults, remembers the shorts moments when we have done good
but pulls out alll the bad.
all she does is compare ourselves to other people.
something that you cannot do.
not one person is the same
you cannot compare me to a child and adult another person
because i am not them.
she acts as if i am a druggie a drunk a crazy person selling my body for money
i have so much pent up anger sometimes i dont know what tod o any more but cry.
tony came over around 8 oclock and we went back to his house for an hour and i dont know i got there and i ended up crying bbursting into tears. i wasnt planning on crying. i mean i dont really plan it or anything but i usually know when im going to cry or feel like i am going to cry.
but for some reason it came to as much of a shocker to me as it did to tony.
idont maybe it was i was angry but who really know.. i just told tony that i was sad. that i wasnt going to see him much during the summer.
and he said the sweetest thing like he always does.that he made a promise from the begnning of our relationship that he would see me every weekend no matter what. even if he would have to take the train. i dont know the small things he says are the things that touches me the most. :D