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I forgot i had this. its been so long. my life has changed in so many ways. life is good. i cant complain for the most part. I wish i could change somethings that i have done through these last few months. i feel bad for hurting people that shouldnt have been and destroying friendships. Even though im glad that one friendship is gone. there are certain things in life i can not tolerate and one person crossed the line.
I wish i could fast forward my life 3 years and be married. Im sick of being stuck at this age. Im old enough to know what i want but not old enough to do it. I want to move away from peoria and start fresh in tucson. I love my close group of friends. But im over everything here, i feel it has nothing left to offer me and also im sick of feeling this lonely all the time. Even though you have best friends... they dont always seem to be there. I have two people in life that i can always count on. My sister and Bryan. Im done venting i hope everyone is going to have a wonderful holiday.
I wish i could fast forward my life 3 years and be married. Im sick of being stuck at this age. Im old enough to know what i want but not old enough to do it. I want to move away from peoria and start fresh in tucson. I love my close group of friends. But im over everything here, i feel it has nothing left to offer me and also im sick of feeling this lonely all the time. Even though you have best friends... they dont always seem to be there. I have two people in life that i can always count on. My sister and Bryan. Im done venting i hope everyone is going to have a wonderful holiday.