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When I'm in the dark and all alone
Dreaming that you'll walk right through my door,
It's then I know my heart is whole
There's a million reasons why I cry
Hold my covers tight and close my eyes
Cuz I don't wanna be alone
Cuz I can't fake and I cant hate
But it's my heart
Thats about to break
You're all I need
I'm on my knees
Watch me bleed
Would you listen please
I give in
I breathe out
I want you, theres no doubt
I freak out, I'm left out
Without you, im without
I'm crossed out
I can't doubt
I cry out
I reach out
Don't walk away
Don't walk away
Don't walk away
Don't walk away...
Yeahhh, anyway. I've been working nonstop all weekend. It kind of sucks since it's supposed to be my three day weekend off and I had to work two out of three days so far. Friday I ended up doing absolutely nothing because I couldn't get a ride to go out. Saturday was work and then as soon as I got out me and Fran went to Loewes to see Shark Tales. It was cute, funny movie, blah blah. Today I worked 10 to 5. We had a "meeting" with Linda and Diane so we all thought we were going to be in trouble. But they were just like no talking on cell phones, wear your navy blue shirt, wear your name tag, all that jazz. So that was good. I have had enough Beatle's music to last me the rest of my life. It's some kind of anniversary thing and that's all stupid CB 101.1 played ALL DAY LONG YESTERDAY AND ALL DAY LONG TODAY. Me and Jeannette were so sick of that plus it was boring that we have a plan to turn on Hot 97 just to get some laughs..cuz that kind of of music would be unbelievably out of place there. And the best was Andrew doing an impression of 50 Cent's in the Club..he hates that kind of music. Hah that made my day. Then Kevin calls in saying he overslept like two hours..duh. Work is good though, it keeps me busy and I find that its the most soothing part of my day. It keeps my mind off things. When I'm alone, everything just rushes back to me no matter what I do and I just blow things up. And I just want to screammm but I know I can't. Goodbye...