May 10, 2005 23:01
im in the weirdest mood right now... ltos going on... not ltos i wanna talk about... i do love my dear friend kelcey tho and we're gonna get away from our problems n party it up this friday night haha... yea AND want... but yea... did literally nothing at skool 2day... 1st per watched sum weird movie... watched like 30 min of Napolean Dynamite (sp?) in 2nd... neevr seen the movie b4 lol... 3rd and 4th we watched my personal fav... FINDING NEMO!! oh man... laughed 4 a full 2 hours right there... the class now sees WHY im so dumb lol... i love that movie... i love Dory mostly lol... shes my role model and my hero.... 5th period practiced the songs we're signing 2morrow... dang... 6ht per. made up a test im sure i failed and watched another stupid movie... 7th per im sur eiw as suppsoed 2 b doin math work but i talked to amanda bout crap goin on instead lol... after skool went to wal mart with kelcey to copy sum pics (new pics on MySpace whoot whoot) and then i was off to work... im slowing thinking that this whole having 2 diff jobs thing is slowing going to kill me 4real... im gonan have no life and its already making me want to cry lol... the only day i DONT have 2 work now is wednesdays... i wanan be 18... real bad... got some CUTE stuff from my new job in the mall and the cooelst shoes ever... and my personal fav shirt ever haha... let kelcey borrow it 2day tho cuz it was a fittin shirt 4 her lol.. it says "I love jerks... or so it seems" HAHA so great! awesome stuff lol...
ive always been someone who can hold in my feelings really well... but i seem to be gettin increasinly better at it... before- my closest firneds might notice... now.. im a heartfelt smile and you wouldnt know a single thing inside me... and right now i think id prefer to keep it that way- any other way- gets me nowhere good- i figured that one out! there's a lot goin on and its almost like ive fooled the rest of the world so well that im begging to fool myself... wow i love red bull... my head does hurt dangit... prob lack of sleep... think i almost died at work 2night tho... im going to go see Finding Nemo on ice with megan cuz she loves me and got me tickets... me and kelcey r goin to go see my future husband- Jesse McCartney in concert ont he 25th... and last but certainly NOT least... IM GOING TO SEE RASCAL FLATTS IN CONCERT!!!! i do have an extra ticket which is possibly available (obviously for sale only- im not THAT rich lol)... and i kno ive got a couple ppl interested so i shall b finding out soon.... but oh goodness im like BEYOND excited about that concert!!!!
well its kidna late- not really but im exhausted and gonna get some sleep 4 skool kinda lol... and gotta memorize a 5 stanza poem all in one day... gross...
i luv you! if i havnt talked 2 u in a while- u should lemme kno how thgins r goin in ur life cuz i luv u and i care 4serious lol..
x.o.x.o bye
..:*Caroline*:..
*I wanna feel beautiful again....