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i want that guy whos not affraid to tell his friends that he loves me... a guy who shows no embarresment to hold my hand in public- even if his friends pick on him... or when my parents r right there... he still departs me with a simple kiss... i want the guy whos not affraid to be alone in the same room as my parents, the guy who my dad approves of... a guy who wouldnt be affraid to ask my dad if its ok to be with me... i want a guy who doesnt make me feel like im obligated to him, or anything he does/wants... a guy who makes me feel comfortable even if im not. A guy who is ok with being with me always, but knows that he doesnt have 2 always b with me... a guy that i can spend all of my time with and never get sick of eachother, but we can both go our seperate ways with our own friends, and enjoy it. A guy who wont complain that i have a lot of (guy) friends, because we trust each other. A guy who can have (girl) friends, but im ok with it bcuz his love for me is so blatenly obvious it wont matter WHO he's with. A guy whos not affraid to be by my side... but doesnt depend on me so much that hes ALWAYS by my side. I want a guy who can stand up for himself, and be completly independant, but isnt affraid to lean on me when he needs to. A guy who will offer to pay for things- but doesnt refuse to let me spend any of my money (im a big girl too u know)... a guy who doesnt feel the need to buy me things to show he loves me, bcuz i kno he does by his ACTIONS... but a guy that can suprize me with something simple like my favorite candy sittin on my bed when i get home, just bcuz he was thinking about me... i want a guy who has his own life, but is never affraid to include me in it... bcuz he WANTS me to b apart of it... i want a guy that i dont have to ask to something, or go sumwhere with him, bcuz he's already in the middle of asking me what id like to do. I want a guy who isnt affraid to take silly, or cute pictures with me, or a guy who doesnt mind that i act like im 5 years old sometimes... someone who loves me just the way i am- and is not ashamed of it. He loves me when im looking ugly just the same as when i fix myself up... he wouldnt mind doing something as lame as walking around wal-mart late at night- bcuz to him... he's just spending more time with me... a guy who can TALK to me seriously, when the time calls for it... but doesnt take everything i say seriously, bcuz well... im not.. lol... a guy who will tell me when something is bothering him, or when he's mad... i want a guy who will sit in my face and refuse to leave until i tell him wats upsetting me... whos not affraid to see me cry, and will embrace me in his arms and make the world right again... i want a guy who can be spontanious... to just randomly show up at my house and take me someone as a suprise... a guy that doesnt think its lame to play in the pouring rain, or take a walk on the beach at sunset... i want that love that lingers on, the love that i can feel even when he's not there... he can call me beautiful, not bcuz he thinks i wanan hear it (bcuz he'll know me well enough to kno that doesnt impress me)... but he says it bcuz he really feels that way... he'll wait for me, for when im ready, and wont complain about it... he wont feel stupid just sitting, watching a movie and playing with my hair... and he isnt affraid to tell HIS parents just how much he cares about me... he understands me, and isnt affraid to disagree with me... he'll talk to me... he wont shut me out of his life when things arnt ok with him... i'd be the first person he'd run to when he feels his world is falling apart... and as for me... i wont have to run n tell him- bcuz he'll already know somethings wrong, and already asking me about it... a guy who isnt affraid to sing really loud to really old skool music in the car, and doesnt laugh at me when i do... he just smiles at me, and tells me he loves ME... and everythign about me, even when im a really big dork... he'd never lie to me, nor cheat on me... he doent ever have to hide things from me... and he'll talk to me about God... he agrees with my morals bcuz they're the same as his... he'd never make me feel like i had to do something i didnt want to do... and he'd never make me feel less of myself, nor make me feel like i have to impress him, or earn his love... he encourages my dreams and hopes... no matter how crazy they might be... he beleives in me, and beleives i can do anything i want... he knows how to calm me down when i get upset/angry... and can even make me smile... i want a love thats real... and not to be hidden... i want a guy... i want... him... he's everything i want, and he's just what i need...

Love is patient, love is kind. it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. it is not self seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no recors of wrongs. love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. it always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves. Corinthians 13:4-7.

...[[*So In LoVe*]]...