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Ok..so im not exactly sure when its ognna hit me that I'm finally a senior..but im sure when it does its gonna be awesome..I had my whole family at my house today and it was awesome cause i haven't seen some of them in such a long time..and we were all talking about to Air Force and crap and it finalyl hit me like now that im not ognna be here this time next year and that this was my last summer and i have so many regrets..i really regret not telling josh how i really felt about him before he left and thats sumthing i have to live with i guess..i miss him so much and it hurts..and i can't wait to see him...it seems liek forever away..come home soon baby!!i can't wait for soccer to be over it kinda sux...well senior year is going to be amazing..me and jess are talking again and I'm finally realizing who my REAL friends are and its an awesome feeling..i think i weeded the bad ONE out..lol I think we all know who that is...well back to my not seeing people again..seriously..like i saw how before josh left how all he wanted to do was make memories with his friends and drink and have fun and be young and a teenager for the last time in his life...and i wonder if thats what its gonna be like for me..and today i read some peoples livejournals that graduated last year or the year before and they all had the same things to say about how it was amazing or wat not and im so excited to make more memories with the people i've grown up with...i dunno i have been doign way o much thinking..and i had a weird dream last night that josh came home and it fucked me up and i cried again... FUCK ME...
well today was fun...i woke up at like 12 and then me and my cousins went to Dunkies to get coffee for mi familia who was extremly hung over..lol..and then we came back to my house and chilled for a bit and then people started coming over and there was so much food..we just hung aroudn the house for a bit and then it started to rain and we ate and it was sooo good and then I had to get going to work and it was sooooo busy at video mania...but i left early to say good bye to my family and then that was that..and i saw mike and we got pizza and it was kool and we saw a fox..pretty chill..and now here i am..wat a nite..
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well today was fun...i woke up at like 12 and then me and my cousins went to Dunkies to get coffee for mi familia who was extremly hung over..lol..and then we came back to my house and chilled for a bit and then people started coming over and there was so much food..we just hung aroudn the house for a bit and then it started to rain and we ate and it was sooo good and then I had to get going to work and it was sooooo busy at video mania...but i left early to say good bye to my family and then that was that..and i saw mike and we got pizza and it was kool and we saw a fox..pretty chill..and now here i am..wat a nite..
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