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friday... [sigh]
i really cant wait until summer. all this school bullshit will be over. summer i will have a job and when i am not at work or hanging out with melissa and the girls.. i will be outside at my pool getting a freakin tan! and no need or want or boys and there bs. and i did say boys not "men" or w/e. and it will be warm. i fuckin hate cold weather. it makes me really sad.
i had really good food today. my mom had a Pampered chef party. which is a cooking party for all of her g/f's and they made a long ub filled with peppers and onions and turkey and sour cream and it was really good. and then for dessert there was icecream with this topping stuff on it with REAL chocolate fudge and banenea's and hten this cruncy stuff. i love food so much.
today was pretty good.. i had a test in science which.. ehh and in PE the weird kid tried to kill me.. haha. then we had "practice" we didnt do anything but assigne stuff liek bags and numbers and lockers. then i came home and my moms party was going on and josh came over and we watched a movie.. and now i am sitting here typing and i am in deep thought. i havnt "deep thoughted" like this in a while.. ( hahaahha that sounded like deep throated.. ) anyway..
i would like to say that i am over all the bullshit that is in my life. i dont need anymore and i am not prepared for anymore. i am trying to deal with the stuff that is going on now. so if you are just in it tomess with my heart . please stop. dont mess with my heart. its to fragile right now. bleh. now i am sad.
i really cant wait until summer. i have this picture perfect image of the randomness that is going to be going on. and i can not wait.. at all. i am about to jump out of my skin every fuckin day because i do not want to be anywhere right now except california or florida.
oh yea and to top off all my bullshit and parents being dumb fucks.. i have to deal with my insecurities coming back. bleh.
now that i am pissed off. goodnight.. xo
i really cant wait until summer. all this school bullshit will be over. summer i will have a job and when i am not at work or hanging out with melissa and the girls.. i will be outside at my pool getting a freakin tan! and no need or want or boys and there bs. and i did say boys not "men" or w/e. and it will be warm. i fuckin hate cold weather. it makes me really sad.
i had really good food today. my mom had a Pampered chef party. which is a cooking party for all of her g/f's and they made a long ub filled with peppers and onions and turkey and sour cream and it was really good. and then for dessert there was icecream with this topping stuff on it with REAL chocolate fudge and banenea's and hten this cruncy stuff. i love food so much.
today was pretty good.. i had a test in science which.. ehh and in PE the weird kid tried to kill me.. haha. then we had "practice" we didnt do anything but assigne stuff liek bags and numbers and lockers. then i came home and my moms party was going on and josh came over and we watched a movie.. and now i am sitting here typing and i am in deep thought. i havnt "deep thoughted" like this in a while.. ( hahaahha that sounded like deep throated.. ) anyway..
i would like to say that i am over all the bullshit that is in my life. i dont need anymore and i am not prepared for anymore. i am trying to deal with the stuff that is going on now. so if you are just in it tomess with my heart . please stop. dont mess with my heart. its to fragile right now. bleh. now i am sad.
i really cant wait until summer. i have this picture perfect image of the randomness that is going to be going on. and i can not wait.. at all. i am about to jump out of my skin every fuckin day because i do not want to be anywhere right now except california or florida.
oh yea and to top off all my bullshit and parents being dumb fucks.. i have to deal with my insecurities coming back. bleh.
now that i am pissed off. goodnight.. xo