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I don't want to leave New York. It's scaring me, leaving so soon. It's been so safe here, and so fun. It's easy to do what I want to do, at this point at least, and I feel like I get a lot done here. Progress. But almost at the end of it, it's like I can't focus on anything but the fact I'm leaving, won't be living here any more, won't be living with Josh anymore. Blarghy. It's safe here....safe from mind-eating bad habits and self-defeat. I hope that I've been here long enough to carry my healthier habits back upstate with me, but I am too susceptible to my own fears sometimes. It's becoming glaringly obvious that my head is in the clouds, but I'm just gonna roll with it and see where I end up after this.
Fun times ahead....besides, I'm not leaving New York for good. I'll be coming back as soon as I get the chance.
Fun times ahead....besides, I'm not leaving New York for good. I'll be coming back as soon as I get the chance.