Sep 10, 2008 20:47
I see nothing wrong with a man loving a woman just for her body.
And i hate college. Why are they making me go into debt just because my parents are? Fucking ridiculous system. I am going to graduate, find some way to pay off these loans asap, and hopefully never have a real job. I don't want to be a newspaper reporter. I might have to be, but considering newspapers aren't hiring anyone, its silly. Getting into the music industry is sounding better and better. Once my loans are paid off (hopefully it won't take 30 years) I would like to stop working so I could just spend my life the way I choose. Unless I had a really, really cool job.
I guess I am getting a useless degree. I just want to learn how to write, and I am, so for that I am grateful.
I wish I could make my schedule senior year tight enough that I could live at home and commute--say, just have classes on Tuesdays and Thursdays. Drive over in the morning, back to home at night. It's not that bad. Work at Kay's again, freelance if anyone gives a shit about me. Though, if i am stuck here, I supposed I could intern at The Post-Standard. But I need a language course, which are four days a week.
Any thoughts on how I can get a language course without taking it at SU would be greatly appreciate.
I make too many plans. Then I get upset when they don't work out. I gotta stop making plans. Who cares what I do when I'm done with school? Honestly? No one but me. And honestly, if i just want to chill and write and shop and have sex, that's what i'm gonna fucking do.