Jul 28, 2008 23:08
I have so much work i could be doing right now, but in the same funk i've been in since about September, i'm putting it off again and again and it jsut keeps eating away at me. Of course when it's done it will stop gnawing at the back of my skull, but no no no, Melissa doesn't work that way. i try, i go in bits and pieces, then force myself to finish. Things get done, and get done well, and as time progresses i am getting better, i just think it's a slow process to get to where i want to be.
SUMMER C0NFESSI0NS
THIS SUMMER HAVE YOU:
Seen an ex?
Not really
Told someone I love you?
Yes
Cried?
Yes
Wanted someone you couldn't have?
not in the way i want, as they are a few states away.
Been on vacation?
The beginning of summer was a vacation of sorts.
Stayed up all night?
Not since May.
Been out of state?
Moved out of state!
Went swimming?
Once
Been hit on?
Too much.
Been asked out?
Too much.
Asked someone out?
No.
Gotten in a car with a stranger?
Taxis?
Lost someone close?
No.
Slept in someone else's bed?
A hotel's.
Had someone sleep in your bed?
Yes.
Been grounded?
wtf, i don't think i've ever been grounded, especially not when i am 20 years old.
Ran?
Not that much.
Regret something?
I regret stupid shit all the time.
Lied?
Probably
Been camping?
No
Got in a fight?
A couple.
Stayed at a hotel?
Yes
Flirted with someone?
No, I try to stay all my lonesome when i'm out.
Gone to a concert?
Lots of jazz.
Almost died?
No.
Met a celebrity?
Not in the colloquial sense, but people who are celebrities to me, yes.
Kissed someone?
Yes.
Do you have a best friend?
You bet.