Title: Good To You
Pairing: Jongkey
Genre: Angst
Rating: G
Disclaimer: I do not own the members of SHINee nor the song 'Good To You' by Marianas Trench.
Warning: This work of FICTION portrays the life of male and male relationships. If you do not approve, I suggest you find something else.
Summary: "I do want you to know I'll hold you up above everyone and I do want you to know that I think you'd be good to me and I'd be so good to you..."
A/N: I found this video and it just my heart. After the whole JongKyung situation, I always wondered if I was ever going to write a one-shot about it and now after like forever I have inspiration.
Video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kTWQpQp6BOU -----
The news about you spread quickly. I was shocked. I thought we were closer than that. I thought that I would be the first one to know. The way I found out hurt me out hurt me more then anything.
I guess that I hurt myself. I was stupid enough to fall in love with you. You were my best friend. I trusted you... but I guess that didn't mean anything to you.
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'I still don't measure up and I'm not prepared; sorry is never there when you need it...'
I gave my all to you, but I still fell short. Do you really love her? Is she really want you want?
You told me the person you'd love would only be there for you. Is she? Does she only think of you? Does she only love you?
I only love you...
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'I thought I saw a sign somewhere between the lines, but maybe it's me; maybe I only see what I want...'
Maybe I'm just a fool... I thought, deep down, you loved me, but never knew how to say it. I was waiting day and night to hear you tell me you love me... Am I fool? Was it just wishful thinking?
The soft touches, the long gazes... was I a fool? Please tell me I am...
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"I do want you to know I'll hold you up above everyone and I do want you to know that I think you'd be good to me and I'd be so good to you..."
You're my best friend. I have to stand by your side no matter what, but god, how much I wish you could have seen how much I love you.
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I love you, Jonghyun...