IT'S TIME to SAY GOODBYE!!!!!

Sep 07, 2005 23:40

today i went out with my mom & got last minute school stuff. just my backpack & some notebooks. then we went to my aunt's so she could cut my mom's hair. i went to work at 5. all day my boss was like are you ready for school tomorrow lol! jim is the best lol!!
yesterday i watched gabby till like 4 cause dave had to go to court. then i went over katie's with russell. oh man! i haven't seen them in awhile lol! i miss my warwick kids haha! russell took me to work at 5. i didn't really wanna go though. i was having fun with my warwick kids & didn't wanna go to drama central which is what i call my job.
i don't wanna write about this again but i gotta stop it. cause it's really time to say goodbye to all that i feel for him. i now it's not gonna happen with us. i have to admit i'm in love with him but he's doesn't feel that way for me. kayla & val both keep saying how do you know how he feels. just tell him how you feel & maybe he does too. i'm going crazy thinking about him all the time. no matter what i do he's always on my mind. it sounds so cliche but i can't sleep cause i lay in bed thinking about him. so tonight i'm gonna say goodbye too all of it!! even though i know i will still feel this way for him.
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