i don't wanna love you // don't wanna need you
well i'm just sitting here watching the real world. it's an old episode though. the one where danny's mom passes away & he has to go home & mel gets an email from him saying he might not come back. there's something she has in this episode that i love. it's been on my mind since i saw it. she says "it's so hard knowing the closet thing to my perfection is so far out of reach." all i have to say to that is no truer words have ever been spoken. damn when i first heard her say it i said how did she get into my head like that. cause i feel the same way. she meant danny was her perfection & he was home so he was out of her reach. now i have to admit that i have fallen in love with someone & like danny was to mel at that time this person is to me. he is my perfection but so very very reach out of my reach. i have a feeling he always will be. val tends to disagree with me though cause i always say that nothing will ever happen with me & him. all she can ever say though is but what if. i'm sorry val but there is no what if with me & him. i love you for keeping the faith though!!
x3 tiffany
x3 tiffany