ummm i dunno??
today was supposed to be my day off but i got called in as usual. whenever i got a day off jim always calls me in. so i worked 2- 6 tonight. then after work i came home and change and me and my mom went to barbra's house. jody was over there and she had some dream book. and barbra was talking about some dream that she always has about david. why did she have to mention him in front of me. :( whenever someone mentions him i just wanna cry cause i miss dave so much. he passed away last december. at his funeral i was trying so hard not to cry. i think i didn't cry cause i was sitting with jr. but when he went up to the coffin he came back and balled his eyes out. when he did that i couldn't help it. i've known jr for 10 yrs and that was the 1st time i have ever seen him cry but it was with good reason. his dad has passed away and that was the only person he ever really had. when david died i wrote a poem about it. so i'm gonna put it on here.
we all knew it was coming, waiting and preparing. we didn't know that you can't prepare for these things. they just happen and when they do it's hard, painful and depressing. when your hero dies there's not much more you can do. just cry and hold onto the memories. you turn to your family in this time of need because they need you just as much as you need them. use this to grow stronger in courage, in thankfulness and in love. sometimes crying isn't enough and sometimes you just have to deal.
we all knew it was coming, waiting and preparing. we didn't know that you can't prepare for these things. they just happen and when they do it's hard, painful and depressing. when your hero dies there's not much more you can do. just cry and hold onto the memories. you turn to your family in this time of need because they need you just as much as you need them. use this to grow stronger in courage, in thankfulness and in love. sometimes crying isn't enough and sometimes you just have to deal.