: it's been awhile : since i seen your face :

[xobrokendownox]

so i went to go visit my uncle ray in the nursing home today. i went with my mom, grandma and my auntie pauline. i actually didn't wanna go. i don't like going there cause it makes me cry. i hate seeing him there. he's not doing to well and the fact that he dosen't remember me KILLS me. i can remember when i was younger going over his house used to be so much fun. we had all our christmas parties and stuff over there. now he can't even remember my name half the time. i walked in today and he remember my mom but goes who's that and i told him and he goes oh yeah!. then when i was leaving he goes bye felicia and i said no uncle ray i'm not fee i'm tiffany. i was practically in tears the whole time i was there because seeing him like that is so hard for me. i just wish he could be like he used to. cause it was so much fun when i was little. me and all my cousin loved to go over his house. whenever we had our annual christmas party we knew we were gonna have fun lol!
well after that i went back to auntie pauline's for a little bit. i saw my auntie janie cause she was there. omg! i haven't seen her since i was like 12 lol! that was nice! i didn't get to see my uncle willie though cause he was home. :( lol i miss them all i haven't seen them in ages. she told me that my cousin kevin is going to puerto rico tomorrow. cause his friends mom lives out there and their gonna go stay there for a couple of weeks.
after all that we went to go get some burger king and now i'm finally home. i haven't been home since 11 this morning lol! and it's almost 10 at night now haha.
<3 tiffany