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Latly Ive felt like things are gradually getting worse.
Most people say their lives suck and just complain about it and I can understand when people do that. I dont want to say my life sucks cause I know it doesnt, but to me it seems like its falling apart.
I really dont know if I take things personaly or not. If its my fault or not. I try to not let me have an affect on things. I try to make your life the best. I try to make you happy. But I have begun to feel like you're taking advantage of that. I have begun to feel as if you dont care anymore. As if Im not making you happy enough. I feel like every time Im with you, you dont have a good time. And that hurts me, it hurts me a lot. I try so hard to make everything okay. And I think you just look past that.
Theres so many things going wrong. Things people dont know anything about in my life. I dont know who to turn to. Cause I think Im just complaining to much. So I dont say a word. About anything. And when I dont look like Im having a good time, its because those things are running through me mind. And when I lie there laying in my bed in the morning, I think about all the things in my life, whats been going on, if its wrong and right, everything. Do you?
The only thing I ask for, is for you not to hurt me. But latly you do it without realizing it.
P.S. I need help with the music for my party. Let me know. Oh, and dont worry about me, Ill be fine.
Most people say their lives suck and just complain about it and I can understand when people do that. I dont want to say my life sucks cause I know it doesnt, but to me it seems like its falling apart.
I really dont know if I take things personaly or not. If its my fault or not. I try to not let me have an affect on things. I try to make your life the best. I try to make you happy. But I have begun to feel like you're taking advantage of that. I have begun to feel as if you dont care anymore. As if Im not making you happy enough. I feel like every time Im with you, you dont have a good time. And that hurts me, it hurts me a lot. I try so hard to make everything okay. And I think you just look past that.
Theres so many things going wrong. Things people dont know anything about in my life. I dont know who to turn to. Cause I think Im just complaining to much. So I dont say a word. About anything. And when I dont look like Im having a good time, its because those things are running through me mind. And when I lie there laying in my bed in the morning, I think about all the things in my life, whats been going on, if its wrong and right, everything. Do you?
The only thing I ask for, is for you not to hurt me. But latly you do it without realizing it.
P.S. I need help with the music for my party. Let me know. Oh, and dont worry about me, Ill be fine.