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I guess I could start off by saying that I miss my best friends. We're still best friends but not the best friends we once were. You could say I miss it a lot and you could also say that it was probably one of the things that pointed my life into a new direction. If they were still here I go back to thinking how different my life would be. I probably wouldnt have spent that summer out with my new best friends, I would have been with them. I would never had become friends with the people I am friends with now. Maybe, but I dont think so. It would have been my old group the "Fabulous Five". We had so much fun. I think about how much Ive changed since they have been gone. Would I act and be the way I am if they hadn't left? Probably not. But in a way I think its a good thing I did change. Ive found my best friends and the best boyfriend a girl could ask for. Although Ive lost many best friends, somehow I know we're still best friends. Even if they've moved away and we dont talk as much as we use to. You just have to move on and hope for the best.
Things are going alright. Id rather be in Florida with Jordan on a beach getting tan right now instead of having rainy cold weather all the time. But for the most part everything seems to be doing okay. I cant wait for chirstmas. Not only because of presents but I just like the way everythings all lit up.
Matt and Jen's wedding is soon:) I cant wait. Its gonna be so much fun. I get to see my family and we're gonna party all night, I love family get togethers. If we do the memorial for my Grandpa on the 18th then Ill get to see them two weeks in a row. Its weird to think a whole year has past us now since my grandpa passed away. Its definitly been different and its effected us all. He's still in our hearts<3
Derek and My five months is on Monday:) He makes me so happy.
This entry is to long. Derek's taking me out for ice cream, what a cutie:) Im out.
Things are going alright. Id rather be in Florida with Jordan on a beach getting tan right now instead of having rainy cold weather all the time. But for the most part everything seems to be doing okay. I cant wait for chirstmas. Not only because of presents but I just like the way everythings all lit up.
Matt and Jen's wedding is soon:) I cant wait. Its gonna be so much fun. I get to see my family and we're gonna party all night, I love family get togethers. If we do the memorial for my Grandpa on the 18th then Ill get to see them two weeks in a row. Its weird to think a whole year has past us now since my grandpa passed away. Its definitly been different and its effected us all. He's still in our hearts<3
Derek and My five months is on Monday:) He makes me so happy.
This entry is to long. Derek's taking me out for ice cream, what a cutie:) Im out.