My Christmas Wish...
For Christmas this year I don't want any money or clothes and all of that fancy stuff..I mean yeah, I do...but what I really want is to spend time in my sweetie's arms. OMG I was so upset last night because I miss him so much and so I was talking to Jenna and then I started crying and I hung up on her. I hate being on the phone when I'm crying because I feel really stupid when I do.
The concert was fun/ People said that I sang good but I honestly don't think so. I watched the video of the concert today and before I started singing I tried like clearing my mouth and yeah...it looks fucking weird and I made a complete dummy outta myself. You'd have to see it to know how humiliating it truly was.
School- ugh..don't like it at all. People can be so annoying sometimes and then they wonder why something's bugging you. I mean seriously, it's bad enough I am like trying to sort out all of my emotions and pull myself together, but when people are sitting there and being annoying it's really hard to focus at all.
1st hour-watched movie(s)
2nd hour-sat and thought about stuff
connections-sat, thought, left the room and cried
4th hour-watch concert video and left to cry
5th hour- slept
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John actually called tonight and I was shocked to actually hear from him. It made me super happy to see him.
RYANN---I AM NOT A BUTT MUNCH YOU ARE!!!! =)
There is Jenna who I am thankful for for always staying by my side and talking me through everything and then knowing when something's wrong and doesn't give up on me and believe me when I say that nothing's wrong at all because when she knows that something's wrong with me..oh buddy...she won't get off the phone until she knows. And even when I hang up the phone on her she's still there for me..and I thank her so very much for that.
Christmas is coming and I can hardly wait! I can't wait until Santa brings me my cell =O!!!!
ohhh dang heck yeah!!!! =p
Well..I guess that's all for now..just talk to me later and comment!!!
Love always,
Marygrace*
John Timothy Piechowiak--I love you sooo very much sweetie!!!! =*
The concert was fun/ People said that I sang good but I honestly don't think so. I watched the video of the concert today and before I started singing I tried like clearing my mouth and yeah...it looks fucking weird and I made a complete dummy outta myself. You'd have to see it to know how humiliating it truly was.
School- ugh..don't like it at all. People can be so annoying sometimes and then they wonder why something's bugging you. I mean seriously, it's bad enough I am like trying to sort out all of my emotions and pull myself together, but when people are sitting there and being annoying it's really hard to focus at all.
1st hour-watched movie(s)
2nd hour-sat and thought about stuff
connections-sat, thought, left the room and cried
4th hour-watch concert video and left to cry
5th hour- slept
*********
John actually called tonight and I was shocked to actually hear from him. It made me super happy to see him.
RYANN---I AM NOT A BUTT MUNCH YOU ARE!!!! =)
There is Jenna who I am thankful for for always staying by my side and talking me through everything and then knowing when something's wrong and doesn't give up on me and believe me when I say that nothing's wrong at all because when she knows that something's wrong with me..oh buddy...she won't get off the phone until she knows. And even when I hang up the phone on her she's still there for me..and I thank her so very much for that.
Christmas is coming and I can hardly wait! I can't wait until Santa brings me my cell =O!!!!
ohhh dang heck yeah!!!! =p
Well..I guess that's all for now..just talk to me later and comment!!!
Love always,
Marygrace*
John Timothy Piechowiak--I love you sooo very much sweetie!!!! =*