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its beeeeen a long time since i last wrote in this... i had a xanga for most of this year.
i miss being in love. i misssss everything. i hate that im not good enough. i just want everything to go back to how it was last summer. i was in love. i loved life. i thought i had it all and i was ready to take on college with little doubt in my mind. a bunch of shit happened to my one real relationship and im scared ive lost it for good. i still love him but i think i deserve more. i want to hook up with a cute guy and see if i feel anything. i just want to know and be sure i love him before i get back with him.
i miss being in love. i misssss everything. i hate that im not good enough. i just want everything to go back to how it was last summer. i was in love. i loved life. i thought i had it all and i was ready to take on college with little doubt in my mind. a bunch of shit happened to my one real relationship and im scared ive lost it for good. i still love him but i think i deserve more. i want to hook up with a cute guy and see if i feel anything. i just want to know and be sure i love him before i get back with him.