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last sat was three six mafia, young jeezy, etc. it was fun i was gonna suprise scott with the tickets bc i just heard about it that week on the radio and i went down to ticketmaster like a block from my work and i stood in line for like 30 min (there was only one other white person there hahah) but yeh they were selling them for 10 bucks and then they said they were sold out so i not only wasted my lunch break but didnt get him the tickets i was so excited when i heard about it. well i got online and then got them on there i found out they were lawn tickets and i didnt know if he would wanna go bc of that. but he did so i got em. it was pretty amazing minus all the skanky butt girls and white trashy girls bumping and grinding all over drunk wiggers haha. but i finally danced with scott that nite! i made myself not like i didnt want to bci love dancing and i really have been wanting to dance with him but i jsut didnt wanna make it to a sexual thing since sometimes bootydancing can turn into that also im completely nervous as poo bc i want him to think i dance good haha. but yeh ok anyways it was really fun the only thing i dont like is that they always cut off half the songs i wanna hear the whole song but other than that that was prob the best ive seen both of them bc the last time we missed three six and then the time before that they were having technical difficulities and holy crap lil webbie i think thats his name was really getting on my nerves haha. btw it started raining really bad 30 min after we got there one person jumped and tons including us jumped over the rails so no lawn just up front i feel bad for pple who spent 60 bucks.
tues- was warped tour when we got there i was running around the place like a maniac trying to find out where fata was playing it meant alot to see them bc thats the first time i saw scott when fata was playing two yrs ago at warped tour haha. which i did miss them but the last part of the last song they played. but it was ok i got to see other pple play iw as really disappointed about 5 bands i wanted to see wasnt even there and they were on the lineup. it would be ok if i didnt care for them but i really wanted to see those bands play.
oh and last sun-me,becky,mom,chris, mark and scott went out on the boat went to where we are getting married scattered Pat's ashes around where we would be standing and out on the lake. i was really happy we did that even though it was really emotional it meant alot to all of us and it makes me feel like maybe mark and becky and scott can come to me about that stuff. it kills me i never got to meet him. i know he had to be an amazing father to bring up such a good and caring family. i know we all have our faults and all make mistakes but i think each and everyone of them means well and is just trying to find out what they want in life or how to deal with things. i wish billy could have went but he was working. anywho becky suprised us with a bahama cruise on the carnival fantasy ekkkkk it makes me so happy and giddy when i think or talk about it. its only about a month away. and we will get to go to disneyworld! and do tons of other stuff. i just pray we wont get sick like we did last time but i think we have more time on land so hopefully it wont be rushed as much as last time.
btw i have a big suprise for scott at the wedding. and its like the best thing ever. becky though of it. and omg it just makes me so happy im gonna be doing this or giving this to him.
wed- we went to church. it was absolutely amazing. i praise God for letting us get up and go bc we havent been in awhile. i really feel like maybe there is something else out there for my future something with witnessing/helping others/mission stuff whether its small or big i just feel it and i dont know what God has planned for me. but it would be such a blessing if i could do that with my life just pray God leads me to do his will.
ok im done for now theres tons i could say but my phalanges are tired haha i will get to see mer tomorrow thats pretty cool eh? i love her to pieces. i cannot believe its been over a yr me and scott started "talking" it really doesnt feel like it. i mean we have been through so much and also been blessed so much. but everything was worth it. and i feel at ease with everything there are gonna be ups and downs but life feels so good right now and i know it will get even better after we get married and work and the wedding stuff isnt so stressful. anywho love you all<3!
tues- was warped tour when we got there i was running around the place like a maniac trying to find out where fata was playing it meant alot to see them bc thats the first time i saw scott when fata was playing two yrs ago at warped tour haha. which i did miss them but the last part of the last song they played. but it was ok i got to see other pple play iw as really disappointed about 5 bands i wanted to see wasnt even there and they were on the lineup. it would be ok if i didnt care for them but i really wanted to see those bands play.
oh and last sun-me,becky,mom,chris, mark and scott went out on the boat went to where we are getting married scattered Pat's ashes around where we would be standing and out on the lake. i was really happy we did that even though it was really emotional it meant alot to all of us and it makes me feel like maybe mark and becky and scott can come to me about that stuff. it kills me i never got to meet him. i know he had to be an amazing father to bring up such a good and caring family. i know we all have our faults and all make mistakes but i think each and everyone of them means well and is just trying to find out what they want in life or how to deal with things. i wish billy could have went but he was working. anywho becky suprised us with a bahama cruise on the carnival fantasy ekkkkk it makes me so happy and giddy when i think or talk about it. its only about a month away. and we will get to go to disneyworld! and do tons of other stuff. i just pray we wont get sick like we did last time but i think we have more time on land so hopefully it wont be rushed as much as last time.
btw i have a big suprise for scott at the wedding. and its like the best thing ever. becky though of it. and omg it just makes me so happy im gonna be doing this or giving this to him.
wed- we went to church. it was absolutely amazing. i praise God for letting us get up and go bc we havent been in awhile. i really feel like maybe there is something else out there for my future something with witnessing/helping others/mission stuff whether its small or big i just feel it and i dont know what God has planned for me. but it would be such a blessing if i could do that with my life just pray God leads me to do his will.
ok im done for now theres tons i could say but my phalanges are tired haha i will get to see mer tomorrow thats pretty cool eh? i love her to pieces. i cannot believe its been over a yr me and scott started "talking" it really doesnt feel like it. i mean we have been through so much and also been blessed so much. but everything was worth it. and i feel at ease with everything there are gonna be ups and downs but life feels so good right now and i know it will get even better after we get married and work and the wedding stuff isnt so stressful. anywho love you all<3!