http://www.myspace.com/loving_memory_anna a person on my friends posted about this girl being murdered and stabbed last week at work and i just think its really sad. i know i dont know her but yeh, i gues it just reminded me of one of my close friends back in highschool anna rowland. she got in a car accident a while back and died. And I hated how after she switched schools we never really keep in contact except through the computer. I mean i know i didnt do anything wrong or was a bad friend, but i just wish i could have seen her more since we were close back in 9th grade. It just reminds me how that feeling was, man its such a horrible feeling. I really respect scott for being so strong, not taking it out on God or others for the loss of his father, who passed away in august. I mean hes such an amazing person, I pray to God that i will never have to face something like that with him or someone that is so close to me like he was to scott. And it really stinks that some of my friends and I arent close anymore and all this stuff is happening. But i know i can t do anything about it but i really wish i could change it i guess i just have to wait for when pple are ready. It just stinks so bad i guess why i keep bringing up crap is bc i just want to make things better or at least be ok if not close. Im always scared of something bad happening to pple and the fact that something went wrong and didnt get worked out and never will be able to if something were to happen. But ok i know rambling but for some reason this just really touched me. Im praying for this girls family and friends. I hope they are ok<3