~Billie told me to post this because its just too cute not to~
Title: I Want to Be Loved (Mike’s P.O.V.)
Author: Qui d’autre?
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Billie/Mike (I’m back to the Billie/Mike stories!!)
Disclaimer: Non, Je ne parle pas anglais, Je regrette.
Summary: Um… Tis a fluffy story! That’s all there is to say… and um Read it!
Deds: brain_stew_4, _the1bj_,billiejoefuckme,the lj family, Ms. Mickle, and um... Green Day... (especially billie and mike for this story...)
~I had a roof over head
Had shoes on my feet
Yeah, sure I was fed
But no one was there when I was in need~
I walked down the street as the rain poured down splashing away the tears on my face. I knew it was too good to be true. That’s not what I needed. The bullshit was something I couldn’t handle.
~So who am I now?
Who do you want me to be?~
Why would he want to change me? Am I really that bad? I’ve never hurt him or cheated, what could I have done? Was it because he wanted me to be more like Jason? That’s probably why. That’s the reason Tre’ threw me out, he’s fucking Jason.
The signs were all there, but I never paid attention to them. I was too wrapped up in Tre’ to notice anything. I let my feelings for him ruin everything, including the only chance I had to be with Billie forever.
I walked down the street as the rain began to subside. Thoughts of it all played in my head over and over as the pain began to set in.
~I can forgive you, but I won’t relive you
I ain’t the same scared kid I used to be~
I knew that the pain wouldn’t last forever, but losing my life would. No matter what Tre’ was and always will be the drummer of Green Day. I refuse to let 17 years of hard work be ruined because of him.
Green Day still had to go on, no matter what happened. We couldn’t disappoint our fans. I turned on his street and began walking slowly. I knew what I had to do.
~I’m gonna live, I’m gonna survive
I don’t want the world to pass me by
I’m gonna dream, I ain’t gonna die
Thinking my life was just a lie
I wanna be loved
I wanna be loved~
I walked by his house several times trying to figure out what to say and what I was going to do. I was afraid. For the first time in twenty years I was afraid. I was afraid he was going to reject me, I was afraid that he didn’t love me, but most of all I was afraid of losing my best friend.
“I don’t have the balls to do it.” I said to myself.
I knew I was scared, but there was nothing I could do to change it.
~I found a picture
Our so called family tree
I broke all the branches looking for answers
Don’t you know that ain’t how its supposed to be~
I decided to sit down on the bend a few houses down across the street. I took out my walled and opened it to see if I had enough money for a beer, when something fell out. It was a picture of me and Billie. It was taken when we were still together. It’s the one he gave me that his sister took. He was kissing my cheek and hugging me. I turned it over.
I love you more than life itself. I’ll always love you Mikey, for you have my heart and with you I want it to stay.
Love,
Billie Joe
I read the back of the picture out loud.
That was what got me. My eyes began leaking for the second time that day.
“This is all your fault Tre'.” I whispered. “If it weren’t for you Billie and I would be together and I wouldn’t be in this mess.”
I wiped my eyes and sniffled. I couldn’t believe I was crying over him.
~I’m gonna live, I’m gonna survive
I don’t want the world to pass me by
I’m gonna dream, I ain’t gonna die
Thinking my life was just a lie
I wanna give, I’m ready to try
Willing to lay it on the line
I wanna be loved
I wanna be loved~
I got up and headed to his house. I had to tell him or at least go and see him. No matter what at least we’ll be friends.
I walked up the steps of his porch and knocked on the door. A few seconds later he opened it.
“Hey Mikey.” he said.
“Hey Bill…” I said. “Can I come in?”
“Sure.” he said.
I walked in and he closed the door.
“What do you want Mike?” Billie asked.
~I ain’t gonna cry; I don’t wanna scream
But I got so much left unsaid inside of me~
“I still love you Billie.” I said. “I’ve always loved you. Leaving you behind for Tre’ was wrong and stupid. I still want you and you’re the only person I wanna be with.”
He just stood there looking at me like I was nuts.
~I’m gonna live, I’m gonna survive
Don’t want the world to pass me by~
I bit my lip hard as we stood there looking at each other in silence.
~I wanna dream, I ain’t gonna die
Thinking my life was just a lie~
“Say something.” I said. “Please.”
“I…” he started. “I don’t know what to say.”
“Tell me you love me too.” I thought. “Tell me that you and I were never a lie.”
~I wanna give, I’m ready to try
Willing to lay it on the line
I wanna be loved
I wanna be loved~
“Mike?” he said.
“Yes Billie.” I said.
~I just wanna be loved~
He didn’t say anything he just kissed me. I kissed back as I weaseled my tongue into his mouth.
“I love you Michael Ryan Pritchard.” he said as our foreheads touched. “I’ve never stopped loving you, I don’t intend on stopping.”
“You don’t know how good it feels to know you feel the same way.” I said.
“Yes I do.” he said. “I know what its like to want to be loved.”
“You do?” I asked.
“Yeah.” he said. “Because I wanted you to love me too.”
I kissed him passionately.
“I’ll always love you Billie.” I said. “Always.”
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comments? What do you think? This is my first Billie/Mike story in a while so dont be too hard on me!!!!
Author: Qui d’autre?
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Billie/Mike (I’m back to the Billie/Mike stories!!)
Disclaimer: Non, Je ne parle pas anglais, Je regrette.
Summary: Um… Tis a fluffy story! That’s all there is to say… and um Read it!
Deds: brain_stew_4, _the1bj_,billiejoefuckme,the lj family, Ms. Mickle, and um... Green Day... (especially billie and mike for this story...)
~I had a roof over head
Had shoes on my feet
Yeah, sure I was fed
But no one was there when I was in need~
I walked down the street as the rain poured down splashing away the tears on my face. I knew it was too good to be true. That’s not what I needed. The bullshit was something I couldn’t handle.
~So who am I now?
Who do you want me to be?~
Why would he want to change me? Am I really that bad? I’ve never hurt him or cheated, what could I have done? Was it because he wanted me to be more like Jason? That’s probably why. That’s the reason Tre’ threw me out, he’s fucking Jason.
The signs were all there, but I never paid attention to them. I was too wrapped up in Tre’ to notice anything. I let my feelings for him ruin everything, including the only chance I had to be with Billie forever.
I walked down the street as the rain began to subside. Thoughts of it all played in my head over and over as the pain began to set in.
~I can forgive you, but I won’t relive you
I ain’t the same scared kid I used to be~
I knew that the pain wouldn’t last forever, but losing my life would. No matter what Tre’ was and always will be the drummer of Green Day. I refuse to let 17 years of hard work be ruined because of him.
Green Day still had to go on, no matter what happened. We couldn’t disappoint our fans. I turned on his street and began walking slowly. I knew what I had to do.
~I’m gonna live, I’m gonna survive
I don’t want the world to pass me by
I’m gonna dream, I ain’t gonna die
Thinking my life was just a lie
I wanna be loved
I wanna be loved~
I walked by his house several times trying to figure out what to say and what I was going to do. I was afraid. For the first time in twenty years I was afraid. I was afraid he was going to reject me, I was afraid that he didn’t love me, but most of all I was afraid of losing my best friend.
“I don’t have the balls to do it.” I said to myself.
I knew I was scared, but there was nothing I could do to change it.
~I found a picture
Our so called family tree
I broke all the branches looking for answers
Don’t you know that ain’t how its supposed to be~
I decided to sit down on the bend a few houses down across the street. I took out my walled and opened it to see if I had enough money for a beer, when something fell out. It was a picture of me and Billie. It was taken when we were still together. It’s the one he gave me that his sister took. He was kissing my cheek and hugging me. I turned it over.
I love you more than life itself. I’ll always love you Mikey, for you have my heart and with you I want it to stay.
Love,
Billie Joe
I read the back of the picture out loud.
That was what got me. My eyes began leaking for the second time that day.
“This is all your fault Tre'.” I whispered. “If it weren’t for you Billie and I would be together and I wouldn’t be in this mess.”
I wiped my eyes and sniffled. I couldn’t believe I was crying over him.
~I’m gonna live, I’m gonna survive
I don’t want the world to pass me by
I’m gonna dream, I ain’t gonna die
Thinking my life was just a lie
I wanna give, I’m ready to try
Willing to lay it on the line
I wanna be loved
I wanna be loved~
I got up and headed to his house. I had to tell him or at least go and see him. No matter what at least we’ll be friends.
I walked up the steps of his porch and knocked on the door. A few seconds later he opened it.
“Hey Mikey.” he said.
“Hey Bill…” I said. “Can I come in?”
“Sure.” he said.
I walked in and he closed the door.
“What do you want Mike?” Billie asked.
~I ain’t gonna cry; I don’t wanna scream
But I got so much left unsaid inside of me~
“I still love you Billie.” I said. “I’ve always loved you. Leaving you behind for Tre’ was wrong and stupid. I still want you and you’re the only person I wanna be with.”
He just stood there looking at me like I was nuts.
~I’m gonna live, I’m gonna survive
Don’t want the world to pass me by~
I bit my lip hard as we stood there looking at each other in silence.
~I wanna dream, I ain’t gonna die
Thinking my life was just a lie~
“Say something.” I said. “Please.”
“I…” he started. “I don’t know what to say.”
“Tell me you love me too.” I thought. “Tell me that you and I were never a lie.”
~I wanna give, I’m ready to try
Willing to lay it on the line
I wanna be loved
I wanna be loved~
“Mike?” he said.
“Yes Billie.” I said.
~I just wanna be loved~
He didn’t say anything he just kissed me. I kissed back as I weaseled my tongue into his mouth.
“I love you Michael Ryan Pritchard.” he said as our foreheads touched. “I’ve never stopped loving you, I don’t intend on stopping.”
“You don’t know how good it feels to know you feel the same way.” I said.
“Yes I do.” he said. “I know what its like to want to be loved.”
“You do?” I asked.
“Yeah.” he said. “Because I wanted you to love me too.”
I kissed him passionately.
“I’ll always love you Billie.” I said. “Always.”
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comments? What do you think? This is my first Billie/Mike story in a while so dont be too hard on me!!!!