Its weird how things fall into place

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i never said n/e thing to n/e body about the airport i totally forgot... who else would it be about but none other than the gorgeous jared. ha. i crack myself up. j/k. well the day before we left for harvard i told jared he needed to make up his mind weather he wanted me or not (or angelica). i was pretty much sayin i want you if you dont want me tell me so i can move on and quit worrying bout you! he couldnt give me an answer when i asked him that day but than the next day he came to the airport w/ the bracelet that i bought him on and my picture was back in his wallet. well i didnt notice that he was wearing the bracelet till somebody pointed it out to me but i did notice that my picture was back in his wallet. well thats beside the point. as soon as i noticed i was tryin to think what was gonna happen and i was guessing that he didnt want angelica sooo... n/e ways later on while we were waiting to get on the plane jared asked Dean to sit him next to me on the plane and then Dean told me and i was in shock. well we sat next to each other on the plane but... we didnt talk bout the whole angelcia thing. well we ended up kissing and OMG i was soo freakin happy!! i am definitly over the whole angelica thing now!! ive definitly noticed that life is soo much sweeter when you dont have to face reality. what i mean is when everything in boston happened between me and jared nobody there had a problem w/ it and then when i got back all hell broke loose!! i wish i could've stayed there!! it was amazing!! David Zappa is the best!! i think he was the highlight of the whole entire trip! and i think that allison, gabbi, and i have defineitly gotten a lot closer!! who would have thought....!!! lol. the only thing that sucked was those damn BOSTON GIRLS!! wow they sat there and hit on jared right in front of me and then one of them started flirting! it pissed me off but i tried not to let it show but... i didnt do a very good job!! mann life was soo sweet before i had to come home. i seriously can't stand puttin up w/ my dads bullshit n/e more!!! i tried talking to my mom to see if she would talk to him for me and put some sense into him but she said that i need to talk to him!! i dont want too!!!!!! i cant do it! everytime i start to talk he interrupts and that makes me want to fight w/ him!! its not even that he doesnt like jared n/e more its that hes trying to find ways to keep from hanging out w/ him!! ahh! seriously!!! does n/e one know how to make him like jared cuz i am at a very far reach!! i want jared and me to be able to hang out together w/o jared havin to feel uncomfortable at my house!! my dad is the hardest person to talk to in the whole freakin world. he is soo stubborn! (now i kno where i got it from) last night i was talkin to jared on the phone and he said he was gonna talk to his mom soo maybe theres gonna be something of that (hopefully good) aside from my dad everything else is goin really good except we have the freakin FCATS on monday which really sucks!! but i have no worries that i wont pass!! i really dont want my dad to be the cuz of me and jared breakin up becuz that would make me twice as upset!! im mean how would you feel if your dad caused you and your boyfriend to break up?? that would kill me! well i think im done for the night xoxo

I ♥ Jared!