Jun 14, 2005 03:51
well... yesterday arlen and jon came over and we all hung out... jon likes my sister (how cute). today i sat around and then i came over here. im at allie's... and its like 3:30 in the morning. were just cool like that. lol. haha.
i think i should tell everyone whats been going on since the last time i updated.
arlen and braeden are friends again. THANK FREAKING GOD! that was the worst ever!! im happy that they're friends again. that just makes everything so much easier. arlen wasnt the same without braeden. it was weird! lol. well it was weird becuz when arlen was on his trip braeden texted him and asked what was up and asked arlen if he wanted to hang out when he got back from his trip... then... he told arlen to tell me he said hi. i think i was happier than arlen was about them being friends again.
allie hasnt cut me off!! were hanging out right now. im glad were hanging out again. me and her
cant just stop being friends... that just isnt possible. honestly after
everything we've been through she's knew exactly what to say and do
either to make me laugh or even cry. im over that whole "girl fight" we had. it was stupid and i really dont think it hurt our friendship. me and her are still close even though i didnt tell her some shit along the way. i dont make mistakes on purpose and honestly everything happens for a reason. maybe we just needed a little space. everyone is seriously confused as to why me and her really stopped being friends. it wasnt becuz i liked arlen or becuz jared and gabbi changed her
mind about me ... it was becuz i kept shit from her that a friend
should let another friend know. me and her are best friends and i would
never do something to hurt her... especially on purpose. i care about
her becuz shes an amazing friend. thats a lot more than anyone else in
debate can say. i dont like the fact that my bestie is leaving for
college soon but... were gonna make the best out of the days that she
will be here. i miss the forsome... me, arlen, jon, and allie. we were the perfect click no matter what anyone says. we can have a good time becuz none of give a shit about what people think.
my summer just keeps getting better and better. arlen and braeden are friends again and me and allie are friends again. nothing is gonna go wrong this summer. i dont have anyone to ruin
it. i have noticed something. not being in school makes things so much
easier. even though i love being in school and i love having a lot of
friends. everything turns into drama
and thats just to much to deal with when so much is going on in my
life. the problem with the people that hate me in school is that they
think that i fuck everything up on my own. i havent fucked my life up
ive made it better.
i dont need people who bring me down... that doesnt work for me.
seriously... here's the time for everyone to say what they want to say
to me. comment and tell me what the fuck u think my problem is.
IF I TALK SO MUCH SHIT... WHAT THE FUCK DO I SAY????
see... im the same person from before... i just dont have u fucking
everything up! if ive changed its for the better becuz i used to let
people run over me. that wont happen again. if u want to talk shit
behind my back go ahead. here's a fucking thought... LET SHIT GO.
YOU WOULDNT BE READING THIS IF U DIDNT CARE... SOO WHY R U?? THATS SOMETHING U CAN THINK ABOUT WHILE UR TRYING TO SLEEP.
i try to be too many peoples friend and then they use me or they talk shit about me BEHIND MY BACK to make them look like their fucking amazing or something... wanna know something ur a fucking idiot if u think that ur not a jerk or that ur better than me cuz from where im standing u look pretty sad.
thats pretty gayyy that u think i talk shit. maybe u should get a clue.
well im all done venting. hope ur happy with this entry... i hope its as funny as the first one!!
tomorrow im going to "bond" with my mommy. im applying for 2 different
jobs in the mall. im applying at pacsun and hollister (well i already
applied there but the guy is firing this girl so i can work). pretty
damn cool huh? lol. then i have to go to the book store and get those 3
books for AP english. ewww. lol. then later im going to arlen's house.
yay! i want to go to the beach with nick and allie but i cant. (sad
face). well wednesday we will have our fun... isaac, nick, me, and allie are going to a parrrrttyyy!! yay!
much love hoes!!