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Well eveyone i just rote a whole thing and my computer wiped it all away soo i have to rewrite it over.. grr
So i have been very upset latly...i dont no what to do anymore...i cryed for a long time the other night about sena n me and james n me and everything.. i have been thinking and i dont think i want a relationship at this piont in my life.. i mean its not like i dont like james at all.. i like him a lot.. but right now all i need is somone to support me i dont need a relationship.. becuase im still not over me n sean... i no i no.. you told me that but i didn't no until i was going through some papers and found some notes that mean rote me.. i started crying and i cryed and cryed i could't stop... i tryed and tryed and tears keep flowing it was like i couldn't keep control over my own emotions... I mean i still love sean and eveything but i hate him soo much.. how can u hate somone soo mucha nd love them with all of your heart..i hate this relationship stuff i mean everything was going good between me n sean.. we loved eachother soo much,, i mean i loved him soo much and that is what he told me but then one day he was like im sorry aleisha i need sometime.. then time seemed like forever and then forever seemed like entrnity.. well moms home got to funsh later buh bye