Nov 25, 2005 12:33
Hey everyone... i screwed up really bad.. i dont no how to take what i did back...why does everything have to be soo difficult....im soo upset i dont no how to express my feeling..*sigh*...i just want life to be over and everyone to move on with there own lives and not but into mine...like my friends that are helping me i dont see them butting into my life but people i dont even no come up to me asking me about my life and this and that and how is everything going well people life is crap.. i dont give a fuck about anything anymore my grades are going to the fucking toilet...my life going down there the with them....why does everything have to be soo dam hard...*sigh*.. i never did anything to make it this way.. why are you doing this to me.. i never fucking did this too you.. dont u get it.. dont you understand i need your help... im drowning in tears. so come save me if u truly love me