whut happn`d tO fO`eva..
as ii mii day cudnt Of gOtten any fuCcen wOrse..
sO.. me `nd <3 JuniOr <3 were just talkiin. `nd eva siince earliier today wen ii told hiim ii wasnt gonna b able to go down to providence ((thanksz to mii mom bein in tha bitchiest mood eva.. can u believe ii walked ova to her to ask her.. ii didnt say a word `nd she goes if u askiin about providence ur not goiin so dont bother.. wtf)) thingsz got kinda weird between usz. iitsz funny how one sentence can make everythiin change.. `nd believe everythiin changed.
so we wasz talkiin `nd ii wasz liiek babii have u noticed today all a sudden thigsz are weird between usz? `nd he wasz liiek yea ii noticed it too. `nd then we kept talkiin `nd he sed htta he didnt kno whut he wanted to do becusz siine we live 40 minutesz away thingsz are hard and even tho he lovesz me he doesnt kno if itsz gonna work. he sed me `nd him are really gonna have to sit downsz `nd think thingsz out. ii feel so terrible rite now ya`ll. ii havent eva felt liiek thisz about a nigga before `nd thingz were goin so good `nd itsz liiek thisz wasz tha last straw `nd itsz all cusz mii momsz on her period. ii cant believe it. he send that itsz hard for him becuz he lovesz me. he wasz liiek ii`m happy cusz ii`m wit u `nd then at tha same tiime ii`m sad cusz we aiint really together. `nd itsz tru buh ii dont care. thisz iisz tha ferst nigga ii eva been wit that really treated me good. u kno how ii deserve to b treated. `nd now thisz. so then he sed he wasz tiired cuz he had practice today `nd that hell call me iin tha mornin.
u dont understand. thisz isz liiek fuccin torture! yo.. if we do break up.. ii`m blamin thisz shit on mii mom cusz it was her idea to move in tha ferst place `nd it was her idea to suddenly not lemme go to ptown.. thisz iisz so fucced up. ii love him...
ii love hiim `nd ii dont wanna loose hiim..
what happened to ``forever``?