if only u were here to hold me

[xobabystephyox]

wow its been kinda long since ive updated... its been a long few weeks an its had its ups an downs...... lol there was jonnys birthday party wich was really fun i didnt realise how much i missed everyone.... mmm there was dad getting laid off so that means no more doctors, medicine, mmm pretty much everything else cause the only people making money are me and jon... oh i had another doctors appointment and u know what they said?? they still cant find ne thing wrong *UGH* sometimes i just wish it would be over and done with an everyone would be better... mmmmmm i hung out with jessy harrington last night and it was pretty fun! we went on a date lol i was the man cuz i drove n pay.. we saw some fags!!*jp* at applebees an now im scared cuz one got their license an thats just freaky!! haha oh yeah friday i went to jillians wedding well her an brian were actually married for a year to the day but they renuied their vows with the church cause they had just elloped before it was beautiful the only thing missing was micheal... an today is the 2 years of normas death an im just in my house an cant stop thinkin bout it... so yeah thats pretty much been whats going on... i cant wait till wednesday** until i go up north for a snowmobileing weekend thing.. itll give me some time with dad and a lot of time by myself to think!!! an when get back i have the rest of the weekend to write two papers hahaha fun shit i guess lol

im gunna go for now comment if ud like!!!

Love you
Stephany Marie
***Midg***