THIS IS A RANT ENTRY SO GET THE FUCK OVER IT!
i love how my parents always say we'll support you with whatever decision you make. and when i go and make a decsion to not play softball they go and start yellin at me and blamin people for why i don't wanna play rather than calmly askin why i dont want to and supporting me with whatever i choose.
and i love how they wanna go and pin it on josh. i was talking to my mom and i'm like so wat your just gonna blame this all on him. and she's like i just had a girl a week ago all gungho for softball and now this week she doesnt even wanna play.
i havent really wanted to play for a while now. i've just been fucking go along just to appeaze them
i don't wanna play cuz i don't really like most of the girls i play with. and i have a feeling that i wont make it so why fuckin try out. and i just dont have the heart for it anymore. and when i told that to my mom she was like well u better fucking find your heart. and your going tonight and giving it 100% and if u dont make it then you can say well you tried. i hate disappointing them. thats why i never fuckin tell them anything. and when i do. they get all fuckin pissy. so thats why i never tell them nething.
and now if i choose not to play, she's making me get a job, and if my grades slip or something, she's gonna start takin shit away and not let me see josh. o yah and they already took away my cell phone just cuz i said i didnt wanna play.
this is soo fucking retarded! I FUCKIN HATE MY PARENTS!
and i love how they wanna go and pin it on josh. i was talking to my mom and i'm like so wat your just gonna blame this all on him. and she's like i just had a girl a week ago all gungho for softball and now this week she doesnt even wanna play.
i havent really wanted to play for a while now. i've just been fucking go along just to appeaze them
i don't wanna play cuz i don't really like most of the girls i play with. and i have a feeling that i wont make it so why fuckin try out. and i just dont have the heart for it anymore. and when i told that to my mom she was like well u better fucking find your heart. and your going tonight and giving it 100% and if u dont make it then you can say well you tried. i hate disappointing them. thats why i never fuckin tell them anything. and when i do. they get all fuckin pissy. so thats why i never tell them nething.
and now if i choose not to play, she's making me get a job, and if my grades slip or something, she's gonna start takin shit away and not let me see josh. o yah and they already took away my cell phone just cuz i said i didnt wanna play.
this is soo fucking retarded! I FUCKIN HATE MY PARENTS!