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yea so for all of u people who live under a rock.. me and josh broke up last night. it sucked really bad, i havent cried so much in a long time. then again i hadnt been as happy as i was with him in a long time too. i guess when the going gets tough its best u just keep going right?.. im so sick of guys really i am. i wish i was a fucking lesbian so i wouldnt have to deal with the drama ne more lol but i love the penis to much! grrrrrr damn u male species!! so yea in my mass depression my love sam told me to come over and i went to her house n picked her roggeee n some other people up n we went to this kid adams house with a few people there and had a cleverly clever idea to go buy some cookie dough and brownie mix n stuff so we left n went to a 24hr king kullen n bought it all.. haahha sam i got the 5 in ur pockett!!! then we went back to sams and watched the little mermaid and ate fatty foods and i talked to josh on the phone for a while n cried some more.. then we got disconnected so i went inside n chilled with everyone until like 3am then i took roggee home and went to bed. all in all it wasnt a bad night.. just really sad. its hard to just be friends with someone when everytime u look at them u see them as more, but i guess when u care about someone as much as i care about him u do wut u can to make the person happy. i just wish for once i could be the one who was happy..