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this is gunna b just a random entry cuz im really bored.
ive been thinkin a lot about how ive lost a lot of friends the past couple of months, and gained new ones. ive come to believe that this transition period in our lives is all about realizing what i TRUE friend is, as well as how to be one. i like how christine puts it "there comes a point in ur life where u realize who really matters who never did and who always will.. i think thats how it goes." at this point in my life im looking for relationships that are going to last, for people who wanna stick around.
another thing ive been thinking about is how the friends that i do have are such good ones. all of my friends i feel so lucky to have. some of them ive been friends with since forever, and theyve always been there for me. i think its best put its not the quantity of friends u have its the quality of them. im not miss popularity, i have enough friends, but the ones i have are amazing. i mean i cant even begin to tell u how good they are.
and lastly but certainly not least, ive been thinking a lot about josh, how im so lucky to have such a grreat amazing boyfriend and friend. hes just amazing, and sweet, and cute, and well hes him <3 its just really nice to have someone i can trust for once, after all ive been through with guys im suprised i can trust nething with a wang but i trust him completely. so many people think im crazy for having such a long distance relationship, but i havent been this happy in a reallyyy long time. im going up to oswego oct.7-oct.10th im sooooo exited, u have no idea. i miss him sooooo much, i think about him all the time :) idk wut im gunna do when i see him if im gunna just run up n kiss him, or just sit there n hug him cuz i miss those hugs, or just jump on top of him lol or just sit there n look into his eyes. and im being sappy n stupid so im gunna shut up now. i just think this is probably the best thing thats happened to me in a really long time. ur perfect babe. i <3 u
well im goin to catch 22 tomorrow with kristin but i dunno if ill have pics up cuz my camera got soaked in alcohol at my grad party n its broken now :( their filming a DVD its gunna b soooo fun. and kristins cousins bf mark is playing for hs football heros which is awsomeee.. ill let u know how it went.
<3 Jess
ive been thinkin a lot about how ive lost a lot of friends the past couple of months, and gained new ones. ive come to believe that this transition period in our lives is all about realizing what i TRUE friend is, as well as how to be one. i like how christine puts it "there comes a point in ur life where u realize who really matters who never did and who always will.. i think thats how it goes." at this point in my life im looking for relationships that are going to last, for people who wanna stick around.
another thing ive been thinking about is how the friends that i do have are such good ones. all of my friends i feel so lucky to have. some of them ive been friends with since forever, and theyve always been there for me. i think its best put its not the quantity of friends u have its the quality of them. im not miss popularity, i have enough friends, but the ones i have are amazing. i mean i cant even begin to tell u how good they are.
and lastly but certainly not least, ive been thinking a lot about josh, how im so lucky to have such a grreat amazing boyfriend and friend. hes just amazing, and sweet, and cute, and well hes him <3 its just really nice to have someone i can trust for once, after all ive been through with guys im suprised i can trust nething with a wang but i trust him completely. so many people think im crazy for having such a long distance relationship, but i havent been this happy in a reallyyy long time. im going up to oswego oct.7-oct.10th im sooooo exited, u have no idea. i miss him sooooo much, i think about him all the time :) idk wut im gunna do when i see him if im gunna just run up n kiss him, or just sit there n hug him cuz i miss those hugs, or just jump on top of him lol or just sit there n look into his eyes. and im being sappy n stupid so im gunna shut up now. i just think this is probably the best thing thats happened to me in a really long time. ur perfect babe. i <3 u
well im goin to catch 22 tomorrow with kristin but i dunno if ill have pics up cuz my camera got soaked in alcohol at my grad party n its broken now :( their filming a DVD its gunna b soooo fun. and kristins cousins bf mark is playing for hs football heros which is awsomeee.. ill let u know how it went.
<3 Jess