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well last nite was quite interesting if i do say so myself. tom came over to give me my pants back n since hes really good at making me feel like shit i cried and he as usual didnt give a shit, left to go have dessert with his fam n went out with his friends.. i came within an inch of my death n does he care? no he says go home ill call u later so i said ok.. threw his shit on his lawn for him since im such a nice girl..and then i called my joey.. this kids been there for me no matter wut since the day i met him, seriously i think of all the people i know hes the one who will REALLY and truely be there till the end.. this came from all the way out east to help me clean my car cuz shit spilt when i almost crashed, n he helped me stop crying n shaking cuz i was scared out of my mind. u know people always say u see ur life flash before ur eyes when something really dramatic like this happens, but what if its only one person? does that mean their ur life?..ehh whatever im not getting into shit like this that just causes issues..i think yesterday i realized i dont need a guy like tom in my life, i barely even talk to joe anymore and still when i need him hes there, and i know 1 or 2 others that would do the same. thats what u do when u REALLY care about someone, not tell them youll talk to them tomorrow. well whatever, last night marked the end of something, maybe something kinda good but like most good things it went very sour.. and im a sweet kinda girl haha yea hi its 7am n im writing so shut up lol..n i kinda think i have like whiplash or something idk tho but my back n neck reallyyy hurt a lot.

Ps: spenser is sexyyyyyyyy..i want him in the sac ;)

-tom if u have ne comments u can shove them up ur piece of shit ass kthanx!-

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