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so yea been pretty dull in the life of jess..not really been up to much at all.. im kinda gettin nervous about the whole going to college situation.. i just wish i knew wut it was gunna b like, and had a lot of friends.. idk my shyness when i dont kno people might be a little bit of a problem but ill work on it i guess.. another issue thats been getting to me is how all of a sudden no one calls me to chill ne more cuz i have a bf.. its a crock of shit might i add.. i mean yea i kno i spend a lot of time with him but thats cuz when i try n make plans with people they either have something planned, dont answer, cancel, blah blah blah....not to mention wut am i gunna do be the only one who goes out of my way to try n make plans with people? hell fucking no.. not gunna happen sorry.. people should try n call me n u know what id tell tom to find something to do that day cuz friends are madddd important.. but mine have done a damn good job of making me feel like a worthless piece of shit this whole month.. im sorry im not free everyday now.. but if u miss chillen with me make a fucking effort people im done trying.. k im done bitching at no1 now bye