Sep 20, 2005 13:12
hey everyone. definitely dont really write in this thing unless im bored beyond belief. n e ways....we figured out what were doing fer my 18th bday!!! were going to the casino n the clubs by it!!! lmfao its gonna be soooo fun. the only sad part is that none of my CLOSE friends can come. :( that bothers me. but alisha is gonna figure out sumthing lil fer us to do. rite alisha???? yup. n e whos christian is super. soooooooooo big. i love him. hes growing up sooo fast. the ppl who havent seen him would be like holy shit! cuz he gets bigger everyday. so if u havent seen him since his birth u'd be shocked. on that note if u have a baby young u figure out who ur real friends r. ive lost so many of my friends that i thought were down fer me no matter what. o well thats life!! screw those who dont care.....u cant dwell on it. besides i have never been happier. ive made sum kewl ass friends at school. im actually going to college so im proud of myself. i have sum real good friends that love me. n even tho we dont hang out everyday ud be there in a second if u heard me call..i have the type of close freinds that like call me when im feeling sad cuz they know without me calling them!! lol i have the cutest baby in the world that fulfills me in more ways then i can describe n who gives me this unbelievable feeling of love. i dunno life is good. n hey im slowly losing my weight n i say slowly cuz it seems like its taking forever even tho ive lost sooo much. i still havent noticed. whatev.
well im done rambling.....