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Man... i feel like im turning into such a bitch. I can't stand half of my firneds anymore and ive started looking at people in different ways. I don't get it. I start to think bck t few years ago and wish i could bring some old friends back but no matter how hard i try i just can't. I don't get it. It really sorta pisses me off/upsets me and idk what to do about it. Just live life and forget about theM? or keep on trying to get them back and get shut donw and hurt everytime not to mention when u see them it kills to know they arent ur friend anymore. Theres a few people who fit this.. and they arent people who hate me or i hate them its just.. we stopped talking.. so thats what confuses me. but w/e. On a happier note... I BOUGHT 2 CHINCHILLAS YESTERDAY!! and I am student of the month anndd im back home! and.. i think thats it. soo.. both of my aunts are still in the hospital... still alive.. not sure if thats a good thing or a bad thing tho. :( well im done.. i don't even know why i wrote in this.. bored iguess