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*Heyy Everyone*
Well today we didnt really do shit at all... I feel much better.. i guess i just gotta let go of richard sumtime so y not start today.. i mean yea me n him can be friends but i dont think i can have him as more no more because everytime i have feelings for him like that i end up gettin hurt really bad and i dont wanna do it no more.. i just gotta leave all the shit behind me it will be the best thing for me.. hes moved on so i should to u kno.... But neways.. today i woke up around 12 cuz josh came in the fuckin room and started talkin to sarah then marlo started yellin at josh so i was like fuck it and just decided to get up... well yesterday afternoon marika called n told me i wouldnt have a ride to or from school no more cuz she got the car taken away.. n she called me bout midnight last night n was tellin me how she can have the car back!! THANK GOD!!! n today i decided to give up smoking for good.. its causin me to much damn problems n lmao it aint helpin with my asthma.. but yeah neways.. after we woke up we ate.. Josh was in the living room playin games the whole day and while sarah was in the shower we watched him for a lil bit n marlo was tellin josh bout her problems n shit... then marlo got in the shower.. after that we came in marlos room and watched some tv.. n right now marlos cleanin n im just talkin to sum ppl.. today sarah leaves.. its goin to feel weird without her here.. me n marlo are goin back to my house friday n shit so yeah.. n tomorrow is valentines day!! n i get to spend it with my bestest friend in the whole wide world!! im so happy.. n im also happy i gotta week off of school.. but idk wut else to write so im out!!! I LOVE YOU!!!
Love always,
Your babii girl
Well today we didnt really do shit at all... I feel much better.. i guess i just gotta let go of richard sumtime so y not start today.. i mean yea me n him can be friends but i dont think i can have him as more no more because everytime i have feelings for him like that i end up gettin hurt really bad and i dont wanna do it no more.. i just gotta leave all the shit behind me it will be the best thing for me.. hes moved on so i should to u kno.... But neways.. today i woke up around 12 cuz josh came in the fuckin room and started talkin to sarah then marlo started yellin at josh so i was like fuck it and just decided to get up... well yesterday afternoon marika called n told me i wouldnt have a ride to or from school no more cuz she got the car taken away.. n she called me bout midnight last night n was tellin me how she can have the car back!! THANK GOD!!! n today i decided to give up smoking for good.. its causin me to much damn problems n lmao it aint helpin with my asthma.. but yeah neways.. after we woke up we ate.. Josh was in the living room playin games the whole day and while sarah was in the shower we watched him for a lil bit n marlo was tellin josh bout her problems n shit... then marlo got in the shower.. after that we came in marlos room and watched some tv.. n right now marlos cleanin n im just talkin to sum ppl.. today sarah leaves.. its goin to feel weird without her here.. me n marlo are goin back to my house friday n shit so yeah.. n tomorrow is valentines day!! n i get to spend it with my bestest friend in the whole wide world!! im so happy.. n im also happy i gotta week off of school.. but idk wut else to write so im out!!! I LOVE YOU!!!
Love always,
Your babii girl