WhY?¿?
am i really a dark person in a dark place i cannot get out of?
am i really a negative person who doesnt care for my family?
i didnt think of myself that way, i love my life with the exception of kari being gone, i dont think im always negative, and i love my family to death. they dont believe me. they think i like the lotkos more. thats wrong. i love all of them, i just like to get away from naperville, and kari is out there so i feel better and plus with the lotkos kari lives so whenever i see them i feel better. i have nothing against my family i love them soo incredibly much. i guess i just dont really show it. i will start. im just so not in the mood rite now cuz i wanted to go to rockford this weekend. my life is just so messed up now i hate it. im going to try to change!
am i really a negative person who doesnt care for my family?
i didnt think of myself that way, i love my life with the exception of kari being gone, i dont think im always negative, and i love my family to death. they dont believe me. they think i like the lotkos more. thats wrong. i love all of them, i just like to get away from naperville, and kari is out there so i feel better and plus with the lotkos kari lives so whenever i see them i feel better. i have nothing against my family i love them soo incredibly much. i guess i just dont really show it. i will start. im just so not in the mood rite now cuz i wanted to go to rockford this weekend. my life is just so messed up now i hate it. im going to try to change!