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Eh.. I'm feeling pretty shitty today... Well, last night I stayed the night at Jessica's house, and shaun called, and me and him ended up getting into a HUGE fight.. I really don't think I can keep trying to be with him like this, and not really be with him. He accuses me of being all over other guys, or of talking about him behind his back... For one if I was all over other guys, what would it matter... He broke up with me, but yet I still am loyal to him... He wanted me to stop things with Jess.. So I did. He wants everything from me, but yet gives nothing in return, not even a little fucking trust...As for saying that he was talking about someone behind their back... That's fucking funny, what the fuck is the point to that, especially if it isn't true? Should I just say fuck you, and give up? or keep trying?
Help?
Today, me and jess woke up to a gas leak... and that's been making me nautious and having headaches all day long. It's the last fucking day of school, can anyone say... HELL FUCKING YES? No school for like two months... :o) Finals sucked ass, let's just say... I did as horrible as I felt... during my biology final, I passed out, and let's just say I woke up with a huge ass fucking imprint of my purse pattern all over my forhead and nose... Krista ended up walking home with me from school, and we hung out until three, then she left and I took back like 3 bucks worth of bottles, and then I rode my bike up to FAMILY DOLLAR... They made my day better, I swear, does anyone else know where they can buy 11 lighters, yes eleven lighters, for only Two dollars and fifty cents? Well, since everyone has been stealing my lighters and ciggerettes, I said fuck it, and I bought a bunch of lighters... now I have a new mission, Get more money... For smokes...and then find one of my buddys that is 18, or older to be very very nice and get me a pack... huh, maybe Ill try to babysit this week for jessicas parents... I always make 15-20 bucks when I do that, that'll rock my socks! :o) Wow, I've managed to make myself a bit cherrier, just by typing in here, and I guess that's the point of it so hah... The only thing really bothering me is the whole thing with Shaun, I mean, He's the first guy that I've actually allowed my feelings to get fully involved in, since David... I'm not in love with him, but if I don't stop myself from caring, I'm going to end up really hurt... more so than I already am...
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Help?
Today, me and jess woke up to a gas leak... and that's been making me nautious and having headaches all day long. It's the last fucking day of school, can anyone say... HELL FUCKING YES? No school for like two months... :o) Finals sucked ass, let's just say... I did as horrible as I felt... during my biology final, I passed out, and let's just say I woke up with a huge ass fucking imprint of my purse pattern all over my forhead and nose... Krista ended up walking home with me from school, and we hung out until three, then she left and I took back like 3 bucks worth of bottles, and then I rode my bike up to FAMILY DOLLAR... They made my day better, I swear, does anyone else know where they can buy 11 lighters, yes eleven lighters, for only Two dollars and fifty cents? Well, since everyone has been stealing my lighters and ciggerettes, I said fuck it, and I bought a bunch of lighters... now I have a new mission, Get more money... For smokes...and then find one of my buddys that is 18, or older to be very very nice and get me a pack... huh, maybe Ill try to babysit this week for jessicas parents... I always make 15-20 bucks when I do that, that'll rock my socks! :o) Wow, I've managed to make myself a bit cherrier, just by typing in here, and I guess that's the point of it so hah... The only thing really bothering me is the whole thing with Shaun, I mean, He's the first guy that I've actually allowed my feelings to get fully involved in, since David... I'm not in love with him, but if I don't stop myself from caring, I'm going to end up really hurt... more so than I already am...
BYE COMMENT...