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I was talking to my friend linda today in school, and she brought up her brother, (David... my ex ) and told me that she was talking to him about me... and she mentioned that I really wanted to talk to him, and he said that he would talk to me :o) I swear to god that girl just made my day... I was having a good day to begin with... and, even though I had pretty much given up all hope on me and david ever even being friends, I swear to god, my heart stopped, I never stopped loving that boy, I don't think I ever will... my reaction scared me because I thought I was over him, well over him as much as can be, but I doubt that I ever will, the hurt just seals over, it never heals, it can be ripped back open just as easily as it was the first time... I'm just happy that he'll talk to me... I know that I'm involved with shaun, and I really like him a lot, but I loved david, and I still do... I would never do anything to jepordize his and monicas relationship, but I can't help my feelings for him... :o(
Oh well... I hope David sticks by his word and will talk to me, I wrote him a note and Im going to give it to Linda, hopefully she'll give it to david for me, and it's his choice if he wants to read it, or even to respond to it...Whats weird is is that robert asked him if he'd talk to me, like a few weeks ago, and he was like.... "Hah, let's try no"... I don't know...
Well I gotta go, my moms having a shit fit!!!
Ash
Oh well... I hope David sticks by his word and will talk to me, I wrote him a note and Im going to give it to Linda, hopefully she'll give it to david for me, and it's his choice if he wants to read it, or even to respond to it...Whats weird is is that robert asked him if he'd talk to me, like a few weeks ago, and he was like.... "Hah, let's try no"... I don't know...
Well I gotta go, my moms having a shit fit!!!
Ash