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okay so my bday was great.. had a blast all my friends were there and i got a lotta stuff i love my pictures and everything!! dinner was nice and it was just great.. thanks everybody for making it so wonderful!! tues. went bowling had a great time there! wed. didn't do anything.. painted a little and nikki came over and visited with daniel.. Thurs stayed the night @ kristins.. went over to chris' house w/ phillip and went swimming and played "pool".. oh and i tried that dance revolution game.. i suck!! lol friday did some community service thing with kristin and had to wake up at the ass crack of dawn!! and then came home and helped paint a lil.. saturday my mom woke me up early again @ 7:30 to go to JCpenny's for their sale thing or w/e i got some cute shirts and then i went out to dinner w/ my mom bro and mrs. d and went to some fabric stores and Sports authority.. then today woke up early and went driving.. i'm not doing to bad.. and then have just been hangin out around here.. was gonna go to the movies but that got cancelled and rescheduled a million times so we aren't going.. and now i'm bored w/ nothing to do.. Cheer camp starts tom. for all week.. i was really looking forward to the beach.. guess that wont happen :-( then cocoa hyundai stuff on sat. and sun. fun.. yeah.. i've been really confused lately and i don't know what about.. i just need someone to talk to that would understand me and that i can trust.. i need a best friend.. i need to be able to talk to my mom with out worrying about making her cry.. or making her disappointed in me.. lately whatever i've done has been wrong or disappointed someone in some way.. idk i just wish that school would start so i would at least have something to do.. even though i really hate it and i don't wanna go back at least it would keep me busy..
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this is really long..