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The summer heat always seems to do this to me. I want trouble, i want to rebel and go nuts. I always get so rowdy in the summer. Godammit i just want to run wild and be free, To do what i please......
Im done denying the fact that i really trully long for some companionship. Im sure i'll regret admitting this later, but right now its the truth. I need to be loved, to be held, to be kissed. If that makes me weak or pathetic then i just dont care. Im done pretending to be this unfeeling robot. I am flesh and bone. I am weak, i am human....
unfortunately =( i wish i were unfeeling, uncaring. I wish i were an alien or robot. I wish i never knew pleasure,or happiness. You cant want or miss what you have never known.
So many foolish attempts at love, they always end the same. With empty arms and broken hopes. I dont know why i try sometimes, i guess its human nature. We just never seem to learn. No matter how much it hurts, no matter how many times we hit our heads against that wall. We'll just keep trying. Over and over.
I dont even know what i want anymore.
Im done denying the fact that i really trully long for some companionship. Im sure i'll regret admitting this later, but right now its the truth. I need to be loved, to be held, to be kissed. If that makes me weak or pathetic then i just dont care. Im done pretending to be this unfeeling robot. I am flesh and bone. I am weak, i am human....
unfortunately =( i wish i were unfeeling, uncaring. I wish i were an alien or robot. I wish i never knew pleasure,or happiness. You cant want or miss what you have never known.
So many foolish attempts at love, they always end the same. With empty arms and broken hopes. I dont know why i try sometimes, i guess its human nature. We just never seem to learn. No matter how much it hurts, no matter how many times we hit our heads against that wall. We'll just keep trying. Over and over.
I dont even know what i want anymore.