*This song is the prics for breaking my heart...*
It’s been a while…completely forgot to talk about the formal! It was nice-although at times it was very awkward. It was nice to get out around people I didn’t know for once and me and Megan made some of our own fun doing the cha cha slide and all that fun stuff. I don’t know if ill ever see Dan again or talk to him or whatever but I had a nice time and ill remember it.
Friday night-2/18~There was something about last night-it felt like old times again. At least for 10 minutes. We ran in and out of the middle school dance between scenes of practice…and Mrs. C caught onto the whole thing when we started coming out on stage late for entrances. Talked to Ben for a little bit last night-I forgot how much I miss him. All I wanted to do was apologize for everything…I feel like I’ve been so mean lately and I kinda gave up on him. Its not all his fault with everything that went on last year and im just going to put it behind me. Practice was till about 7:15 then home for about a half hour. Went to the mall and hung out with Tom and his friend Matt for a little while…it was nice to see him again but of course with everything running through my mind-I miss him-- the way things used to be, like friends. You never know how much you miss something until it’s gone for good. It was so weird to be there-cuz there’s just tension…we don’t even know what to say anymore and its sad. Then they left and we left too around 9 and then went back and stayed over Devon’s. Degrassi night! Amazing episode but I could defiantly see the hookup coming…again.
2/20~FX-first night at Exposure, at least for me and the gurls. Devon and Christa came over around 6 to get ready and Christa did my hair. It turned out cute, better than i couldve done. The we left around 7:45 cuz this place was kinda far. We had a little bit of fun but the club is not exactly up to par yet. It might be better next time but it seems that no matter how bad it might be, we always find a way to have some fun.
-Now on to more recent things-
*Latley ive been so busy with the musical, but dont worry gurls(and guys), i didnt forget you guys and when its over, ill have my life back and we can hang out again, just give it a week. Trying not to think negativly, i think its gonna be a pretty good show and i hope you guys will all come! Dress Rehersals all this coming week and the show this weekend so im keeping busy but you're always on my mind ;)
i love you guys and thanks for all your support and understanding.
Special thanks for the help latley-DZ*TG~till the day i die you guys will always be the most important to me i love you too with all my heart and thanks like you wouldnt believe. <33
*Well out for now leave me some sweetness xo_*
Friday night-2/18~There was something about last night-it felt like old times again. At least for 10 minutes. We ran in and out of the middle school dance between scenes of practice…and Mrs. C caught onto the whole thing when we started coming out on stage late for entrances. Talked to Ben for a little bit last night-I forgot how much I miss him. All I wanted to do was apologize for everything…I feel like I’ve been so mean lately and I kinda gave up on him. Its not all his fault with everything that went on last year and im just going to put it behind me. Practice was till about 7:15 then home for about a half hour. Went to the mall and hung out with Tom and his friend Matt for a little while…it was nice to see him again but of course with everything running through my mind-I miss him-- the way things used to be, like friends. You never know how much you miss something until it’s gone for good. It was so weird to be there-cuz there’s just tension…we don’t even know what to say anymore and its sad. Then they left and we left too around 9 and then went back and stayed over Devon’s. Degrassi night! Amazing episode but I could defiantly see the hookup coming…again.
2/20~FX-first night at Exposure, at least for me and the gurls. Devon and Christa came over around 6 to get ready and Christa did my hair. It turned out cute, better than i couldve done. The we left around 7:45 cuz this place was kinda far. We had a little bit of fun but the club is not exactly up to par yet. It might be better next time but it seems that no matter how bad it might be, we always find a way to have some fun.
-Now on to more recent things-
*Latley ive been so busy with the musical, but dont worry gurls(and guys), i didnt forget you guys and when its over, ill have my life back and we can hang out again, just give it a week. Trying not to think negativly, i think its gonna be a pretty good show and i hope you guys will all come! Dress Rehersals all this coming week and the show this weekend so im keeping busy but you're always on my mind ;)
i love you guys and thanks for all your support and understanding.
Special thanks for the help latley-DZ*TG~till the day i die you guys will always be the most important to me i love you too with all my heart and thanks like you wouldnt believe. <33
*Well out for now leave me some sweetness xo_*