*ARE YOU SICK OF FEELING SO LEFT OUT?!*
What a conisciedence..i am sick of feeling so left out.
wow..well i havent updated in a little while so i thought id get back in here. feelin a little down about the whole homecoming situation but i guess i can get over it. urgh..dance is going just wonderful. i dont know about the songs everyone is picking..we're gonna do "YEAH" by Usher for jazz..and the combination isnt too appealing but idk if its just me or what. but everyone seems to be really nice so im not letting the music get to me. i hope soo badly that Tom can come to homecoming cuz if not..im gonna have such a horrible time..everyone is already making plans for after and getting limo's and all this crap..and i have absolutly no friends that r even going or anything to hang out with. so im just like..whatever and the dress i bought isnt returnable or else i'd say screw it and stay home all nite. rite now i think pajamas, a bunch of lifetime movies and a massive amount of icecream sounds better than homecoming. that would be so fun, and staying home alone without the parents and my sister. i seriously wanna hang out with Tom so freakin bad its not even funny. im so sad..when hes grounded i think its hurtin me more than its hurtin him! *babe..we'll be together soon..ill keep the faith just like you tell me.."if ur okay then im okay"..and same goes for me..<3 i miss you soo much you have no idea..i feel so empty inside when ur gone..* ohh..well im gonna go listen to the amazing <3MBR CD..xoxo
*do you ever feel like breaking down? do u ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just dont belong and no one understands you? Do you ever wanna run away? do u lock yourself in your room? with the radio on turned upi so loud that no one hears you screaming? NO you dont know what its like when nothing feels alright. you dont know what its like to be like me..*
wow..well i havent updated in a little while so i thought id get back in here. feelin a little down about the whole homecoming situation but i guess i can get over it. urgh..dance is going just wonderful. i dont know about the songs everyone is picking..we're gonna do "YEAH" by Usher for jazz..and the combination isnt too appealing but idk if its just me or what. but everyone seems to be really nice so im not letting the music get to me. i hope soo badly that Tom can come to homecoming cuz if not..im gonna have such a horrible time..everyone is already making plans for after and getting limo's and all this crap..and i have absolutly no friends that r even going or anything to hang out with. so im just like..whatever and the dress i bought isnt returnable or else i'd say screw it and stay home all nite. rite now i think pajamas, a bunch of lifetime movies and a massive amount of icecream sounds better than homecoming. that would be so fun, and staying home alone without the parents and my sister. i seriously wanna hang out with Tom so freakin bad its not even funny. im so sad..when hes grounded i think its hurtin me more than its hurtin him! *babe..we'll be together soon..ill keep the faith just like you tell me.."if ur okay then im okay"..and same goes for me..<3 i miss you soo much you have no idea..i feel so empty inside when ur gone..* ohh..well im gonna go listen to the amazing <3MBR CD..xoxo
*do you ever feel like breaking down? do u ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just dont belong and no one understands you? Do you ever wanna run away? do u lock yourself in your room? with the radio on turned upi so loud that no one hears you screaming? NO you dont know what its like when nothing feels alright. you dont know what its like to be like me..*