Jul 30, 2004 12:23
wow, just another boring day once again. gee, whats new..i went to the mall the other day in hopes to get some clothes but that didnt happen! we took my little cousin and she was pissing me off..okey shes 7 and she was running around the stores throwing stuff on the ground and all that..like yelling and screaming! urgh!
*i was writing some more songs yesterday and some poems for the collection..i hope to get these lyrics out soon, i dont think they're that good, but they r okay. it helps to do that sometimes.*
*its so hard to get over old memories and it gets worse everyday..little by little it tears me apart, i miss my old friends and the old memories..i wish i was a little kid still when crap didnt matter..and i wish i could start over..i might be moving soon if ppl get to my parents enough..and i strongly hope so.*
*found out some other news..not to be mentioned here but heartbroken and well...to be honest...i miss him and i think thats why all of my poems, songs and that crap is all about one thing...me missing him...<3 u..miss u hun.
-To end this, heres a taste of the lyrics to a new song..not too good but here goes..
*Too many lies, terrible crys, into the wind you will carry me, is what i believed. Was i at a fault for wanting to meet you, wanting to know you? As it balances, i was always wrong and you could always be right. Making my way under the archway, i've realized, i've realized, you've been the one kidding yourself.*
Let me know what u think..leave me somethin cute!
*muah* XOXO <3ashley lynn.